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Lately..i have been so low and weak in my faith, I have been so complacent and depressed for a couple of weeks now because of circumstances and I have been having a lot of panic attacks due to these afore mentioned circumstances...
one of them, which is a major issue and i dunno what to do...All my "christian friends" don't support or encourage me at all, in fact they tear me down and at times make me feel so unloved and unvalued (now i know many may be thinking our value and love is from God not man, but hey God also made man for fellowship with one another) and I dunno what to do, I sometimes feel very alone even in church services, i feel so disconnected and detatched now that I even question if i am at the right church...and at any mention of our chuches faults, or what I feel is lacking, my mother had to remind me "thats the church you got saved in, you're not above it"
I am so confused and unrested...please any advice or prayer would be great
one of them, which is a major issue and i dunno what to do...All my "christian friends" don't support or encourage me at all, in fact they tear me down and at times make me feel so unloved and unvalued (now i know many may be thinking our value and love is from God not man, but hey God also made man for fellowship with one another) and I dunno what to do, I sometimes feel very alone even in church services, i feel so disconnected and detatched now that I even question if i am at the right church...and at any mention of our chuches faults, or what I feel is lacking, my mother had to remind me "thats the church you got saved in, you're not above it"
I am so confused and unrested...please any advice or prayer would be great