In need of prayer for anxiety/depression & infertility

I have been suffering from anxiety for three years now. I have what doctors call agoraphobia . I can't leave my house . I am scared of life . I am scared to live. I am afraid to get in a car to be in crowded areas where I can get out of. It's embarrassing but I am afraid of having the need to go the bathroom. It's sounds so dumb . Every time I get on a car I start getting anxious & scared about to have a panic attack because I am afraid I will need to go the bathroom . I get afraid that I won't make it in time. I stopped going out . I spend all day home . I cant sleep Anymore. I don't work or go to school. I am 23 years old. I wish I could work or go to school. I pray everyday but I feel so depressed now. I wish this could go away . I am tired of living like this . Scared, anxious unable to have a social life. Sometimes I get angry at myself & I don't know why. I feel like I've done something wrong . I don't understand why this is happening to me. I wait on god to make this go away but it hasn't. I know gods timing are different then ours.. I just want to feel Alive I want to live life .. Feel the fresh air the sun ...See the beautiful world out there but instead I am stuck in this four walls . I've always been depressed since I was 14yrs old that's almost 10yrs living the same way. Then I wasn't afraid to go outside. I was depressed but I could go out but now I can't. I am very troubled i have many problems sorrounding my life. I've also been dealing & coping with not being able to have children. I don't want to believe them I am sterile. I want a child . Every month I go through the same pain in knowing that I am unable to Bare a child. I feel so broken, like I am worthless. i would like a new beginning. Please find it in your hearts to pray with for me!!! Please help me!!

Hey baby...my name is joanne...I dont have any experience with depression...but fear...most definately...
Sometimes we think when we ask God for help we sit back and wait for some big revelation...but we must meet
Him with faith...a step to faith lets Him know you heart and that you are willing to trust Him...you need a change
in your routine.....why not have someone help you set up a flower bed right outside your door...take it slow go just out the door
and work on Gods creation...if you feel anxious go back in...try again ..and again...sometimes we must do a thing afraid...
showing God we trust Him..small steps...your reward will be great.....
As for your fertility issue ..I have learned through others in your situation.... that stress and anxiety are the thing
that prevents our bodies to conceive...you must trust God with your fear...He will remove it ..if you step forward to Him
using your faith...God can do anything and everything if we just believe ....

Father God I come to You to thank you for helping my sister get her peace ....for her strength and joy....
thank you for blessing her with a chiid of her dreams....I know the Comforter is on His way...
I ask this in Jesus,s name...amen

Philippians 4:6-7

Thank you Joanne for your kind words & prayer. You don't know how much your reply means to me. You helped renew my strength & faith . I was restless fearful all night kept waking up, thinking that i had made a mistake. Posting this online & asking for help. I didn't think someone would take time to reply. I was wrong .. I had a wonderful day .I went outside!Thank you!god bless you!!!

Very relevant passage, yes...

You are free to adventure where ever you want, Let not your thoughts be no more of what the devil wants but rather what God has for you, Did you know there are over 500 promises in the bible made from God to you, All through his word he is there and never a moment that he doesn't know about what you are going through and his will is that you prosper and be in good health and that his first promise is that you honor and obey your father and mother and with this you will have years added to your life. There are so many things God is doing every day in your life that you may not understand YET but he is looking to you to put all your trust and all your heart into believing what he has already said about you. Read your bible eat spiritual food and you will blossom and grow into the beautiful person that God has created in you already and know this truth that there is nothing that can stop this other then our belief in him. Let not the lies no more tie you down but lift your eyes to heaven and know he is looking and smiling upon this very moment.

God Bless a brother in faith for ever