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I didn't know whether or not to post this but I went ahead anyways. I ask prayer for my mother. She has been basically sick all of her life from being diagnosed with sarcoidosis of the lungs at the age of 21 to now having multiple auto immune diseases and other illnesses; asthma, scarred lungs from sarcoidosis, peripheral neuropathy in legs, fibromyalgia, osteoarthritis of multiple joints, and I could go on. Last year the doctors told her it was going to go downhill from here. I am up at college and I worry constantly for her. What is worse is that I myself have some of these issues, spondylosis, severe osteoarthritis of the back and I also have something called pots. It is basically where your heart and brain don’t communicate very well. This past spring, my doctor told me I am on the path of my mother. I was deeply hurt that my doctor told me this. I know there are people out there with way worse diseases and sicknesses. But before I went to college this semester I had to see my mom go to bed at 7 pm because she could barely walk. She has had several surgeries, injections, and other painful treatments, all of which did not seem to help. I ask for prayer for her. She doesn’t like to talk about it and every time I come home and ask her how she is doing she just tells me she’s fine but I know different. Any insight on what I can do for her? I feel helpless and that there is nothing I can do for her. She loves Gods very much so why does He keep allowing her to suffer?
