I could use a lot of prayer right now. I can't mentally or emotionally handle it here at home anymore and it has pushed me into making extreme decisions tonight. I'm looking for homeless shelters that would be willing to take me in since I do not have any friends around where I live. My mom has been a controlling parent all my life and right now, this is the point where I have had enough as she has threatened to take my laptop away when I'm the one that paid for it in the first place. She doesn't believe me when I tell her I have been applying for multiple jobs but to no avail, I haven't had any doors opened for me to work and I am bamboozled about it. The tension has just gotten so unhealthy that if I do not take the steps to leave, it is just gonna get worse. Please pray that a miracle happens.