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  1. soniablue

    I give up... I don't

    Well... it official I give up already. I don't believe in God or his existence anymore. I just want to live a normal life as a teenager... who doesn't have to live in a christian environmental while being force to go to church. Now I can understand how athiest feel when they mean their being...
  2. soniablue

    What does this dream mean?

    I remember around sep 2016. I have a dream. There were people somewhere I guess in a auditorium. I was in there... and I hold a black cover book similiar to a bible and it said the antichrist.... I also remember that I have another dream.. I was somewhere in a room. Light were turn on and off...
  3. soniablue

    I dont understand anymore....

    Well lately I have been questioning myself...what if the thing that we believe turn out to be not true instead false. How do we exactly know if there really is a Heaven and Hell? How do we really know that were save and we will go to Heaven? Could there really be a God in this world? The...
  4. soniablue

    Prayer I need an home and a job when 18

    Hi Im a 17 I need a prayer since my mom doesnt want me to live with her since she say Im lazy and doesnt help out with the house which is kinda true. I want to moveout when Im 18 got to a different country to live while trying to finding as a job which I will go to Unversity. Im still in...
  5. soniablue

    I have no social life and I don't have any friend. How do you make some friends?

    Seriously I'm getting tired of being always alone. I feel like I'm a complete loser who doesn't have any friends or anyone to talk to at school. I don't have anyone to sit with at lunch. Instead I have to always sit alone and eat my lunch alone by the hallway. I'm always bored not having anyone...
  6. soniablue

    Loosening faith and having doubt becoming an Atheist

    Well hey guys so far I'm starting to hate life and feel more insure. I thought about committing suicide not even caring if I was going to die and go to hell for all eternity. I'm starting consinder to be an Atheist. I can't even related to other christian and I don't have any friends. My family...
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    I think I blasemphy against the holy spirit

    I remember a few month ago that was very angry with God and testing him if he was real because at that time I was a new Christian and I was feeling a complete different person. I was kind of doubting God existence and I didn't know much about the bible and I attended church a few times. I...