I think if you spend some time on here, you would make some friends that you could talk to. I struggle with depression sometimes and I know that I have made it through dark times because of my friends on here.
Just make sure you are confiding in trustworthy people. Trust takes time to build but it is worth is to make friends on here. Blessings to you!
Tip: stay away from the Bible Discussion Forum for now. It's full of trolls and people who constantly fight. It's not a good area for CC newbies to go there. Sorry, you could go if you want to, but I personally find it discouraging.
The Singles, Misc, Ladies, Family, and Prayer forums are pretty great!