My Sexual Abuse Testimony

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TemporaryCircumstances

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Thank you for sharing. The pastor did the right thing (as a start). Predators in the church are wolves in sheep's clothing, the shepherd must do more to guard the flock and prevent recurrences. Your testimony helps in this way to help others and promote your own healing and growth. I am glad that you are being born again into a new and better [WAY of] life ...
Thank you for reading and replying :)
I know my pastor did the right thing
Yes, I agree with that...
And yes :) I am hoping it will help others
I am glad as well! :)
 
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sweetgirl

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Natania you are such an inspiration. Thank you for taking time out to talk with me, it meant more than you will ever know. I only hope one day I can be as brave as you are. God bless you my friend.
 
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Natania you are such an inspiration. Thank you for taking time out to talk with me, it meant more than you will ever know. I only hope one day I can be as brave as you are. God bless you my friend.


Thank you for reaching out!
Nothing makes me happier than when I can help someone!!!
I will always be available if you ever need to talk!!!!!!
You aren't alone, please remember that.
You are already as brave if not more so than I sweetie.
It takes soooo much bravery to just keep "trekking" or fighting in this life. You have made it through so much, nothing will stop you from defeating any other trial that comes your way.
You are stronger than you know.
God bless you sweetgirl, keep trekking, you'll make it :)
 

Demi777

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You brought tears to my eyes sis. God bless you and thanks for sharing. I was lucky it didnt get to rape and only close. When I try to imagne the pain it makes me sick and my heart breaks. ((hugs)) be sure to talk to me when you need someone!
 

blue_ladybug

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Yes, I have realized that, and I know how hard it is to share stuff like this, but I'm hoping that someone even just one person will read this and realize they aren't alone.
It's worth it for that one person :)
Every time :)
God bless you

I should share my own sexual abuse (rape) testimony..
 
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You brought tears to my eyes sis. God bless you and thanks for sharing. I was lucky it didnt get to rape and only close. When I try to imagne the pain it makes me sick and my heart breaks. ((hugs)) be sure to talk to me when you need someone!
Thank you Demi :) you always have such kind words
 
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I should share my own sexual abuse (rape) testimony..
If you feel comfortable with it, then yes! I encourage you to do that! You never know who your story might help
 
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Oh my! I don't even know how to react to this. I mean i've had my own share of abuse from porn obsessed parents but this one makes me puke. You are one strong girl to endure through this. Hope you're doing good. Wish you all the best
 
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Oh my! I don't even know how to react to this. I mean i've had my own share of abuse from porn obsessed parents but this one makes me puke. You are one strong girl to endure through this. Hope you're doing good. Wish you all the best
Aw thank you, I'm doing alright :)
 
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Hey little one, I remember when you joined, read your page and prayed for you. You are one of the many reasons I praise his holy name. I see him working in you strongly...you have a good heart saint.
I was full of joy when I saw your name in the bdf. Mixing it up with the best of them. May the Lord continue to bless and guide you. Loving you in Christ.


Potter
 
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Hey little one, I remember when you joined, read your page and prayed for you. You are one of the many reasons I praise his holy name. I see him working in you strongly...you have a good heart saint.
I was full of joy when I saw your name in the bdf. Mixing it up with the best of them. May the Lord continue to bless and guide you. Loving you in Christ.


Potter
Awwww :) :) :) :)
Thank you so much!
I live reading your comments! They fill not only me but others with great joy and hope.
Thank you for being so kind to me :)
GBU
 

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You r brave!!!! GOD KNOWS EVERYTHING AND HE IS WITH US,,,, KEEP GOING WITH HIM!!!!
 
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You r brave!!!! GOD KNOWS EVERYTHING AND HE IS WITH US,,,, KEEP GOING WITH HIM!!!!

Thank you so much!
I, myself is not brave.
My strength comes from the Father :)
 
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Thank you for not blaming God... Like I Did in my past.....

But here I am today, praising and thanking Him for being there for me throughout it all..... This Too will pass, and yes the pain will subside.... It takes time...... I am Sorry You've been treated so badly... But worst of all having to bare the shame and guilt without support.... Look after yourself sweety give it all to God and may Christ always keep you close to His heart ♥ and give you the strength to hold your head up high knowing just how beautiful you truly are...
 
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Thank you for not blaming God... Like I Did in my past.....

But here I am today, praising and thanking Him for being there for me throughout it all..... This Too will pass, and yes the pain will subside.... It takes time...... I am Sorry You've been treated so badly... But worst of all having to bare the shame and guilt without support.... Look after yourself sweety give it all to God and may Christ always keep you close to His heart ♥ and give you the strength to hold your head up high knowing just how beautiful you truly are...
Thank you so much for your kind words!
Don't be sorry, my trails have made me into who I am today, I wouldn't change a thing.
 

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Thank you for sharing your testimony Natania. Overcoming abuse in any shape or form takes great courage. I too was violated at a very young age. Sexually, physically, and mentally. I don't share my story with many but at the same time share it openly when the Spirit urges me to do so (isn't it funny how we can recognize it in others - we recognize our own).

I find myself getting a little emotional right now. Sometimes I can share and be very matter-of-fact other times I feel that lump forming in my throat knowing that sharing this time won't be so easy. My earliest memory of sexual abuse was at around 5. My biological father placed me on my grandfather's lap and watched as he began to french kiss me. As I struggled, he just watched. When my grandfather decided he was done violating my mouth, he asked if I liked it. That is as far as that particular memory will allow me to remember but I do know this was the catalyst of innocence lost. There are several gaps in the memory of my young life that I feel God has sealed to protect my psyche and my heart. As tragic as the instances that I recall were, it was through them and through the power of God's love and grace that I am the thankful, the tear stained, the war-torned, the survivor, the overcomer, the victor, the humbled, the woman I am today.

God bless you dear sister for sharing your story. May your testimony and voice continue to be the healing and hope to those suffering in silence and your victory be the confirming witness and reminder to those who have overcome! (((hugs))) from one survivor to another.
 
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Thank you for sharing your testimony Natania. Overcoming abuse in any shape or form takes great courage. I too was violated at a very young age. Sexually, physically, and mentally. I don't share my story with many but at the same time share it openly when the Spirit urges me to do so (isn't it funny how we can recognize it in others - we recognize our own).

I find myself getting a little emotional right now. Sometimes I can share and be very matter-of-fact other times I feel that lump forming in my throat knowing that sharing this time won't be so easy. My earliest memory of sexual abuse was at around 5. My biological father placed me on my grandfather's lap and watched as he began to french kiss me. As I struggled, he just watched. When my grandfather decided he was done violating my mouth, he asked if I liked it. That is as far as that particular memory will allow me to remember but I do know this was the catalyst of innocence lost. There are several gaps in the memory of my young life that I feel God has sealed to protect my psyche and my heart. As tragic as the instances that I recall were, it was through them and through the power of God's love and grace that I am the thankful, the tear stained, the war-torned, the survivor, the overcomer, the victor, the humbled, the woman I am today.

God bless you dear sister for sharing your story. May your testimony and voice continue to be the healing and hope to those suffering in silence and your victory be the confirming witness and reminder to those who have overcome! (((hugs))) from one survivor to another.
Survivor- Not victims, nor any of the words some may choose to call us.
I completely understand, I was in tears writing this testimony. It is painful to bring it up every single time; But I also know that in order to not be a victim and to be a Victor you can't live the life of a Vicitim.
Things like this are never easy to go through and leave lasting impacts; but if you let the people who do awful things to you win and get the best of you then you are a victim.
Like your father and grandfather- My father was not a very fathering type, I won't bore you with the details of him but true strength of an overcomer comes from rising above those people and situations; and looking foward to see the wonderful plan God has for you; not back to see what evil the world has troubled you with
 

scelladora

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Survivor- Not victims, nor any of the words some may choose to call us.
I completely understand, I was in tears writing this testimony. It is painful to bring it up every single time; But I also know that in order to not be a victim and to be a Victor you can't live the life of a Vicitim.
Things like this are never easy to go through and leave lasting impacts; but if you let the people who do awful things to you win and get the best of you then you are a victim.
Like your father and grandfather- My father was not a very fathering type, I won't bore you with the details of him but true strength of an overcomer comes from rising above those people and situations; and looking foward to see the wonderful plan God has for you; not back to see what evil the world has troubled you with
Well said Natania <3 When reading your testimony and while reading through these threads, I did not realize how young you were. May I just say that you exude a wisdom and grace beyond your years. May God continue to be magnified through your example of strength and courage. It is a beautiful thing to come to a place of acceptance and forgiveness and a much more beautiful view when we rise above. Blessings and Joy to you always. (((more hugs)))