I used to be a porn watching , drunk

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azlightsout

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Nobody had a porn addiction like i did. NOBODY Warez sites, Torrents, Full video downloads, 4tb's worth of porn on my external HD(I left my computer on all night long to seed my torrents). Pair that with the fact that i was making 1k-2k per month with a few porn sites that i had it was my daily routine. I also used to be a drunk 15 year strong . Im in pretty good shape so the porn really didn't destroy my sex life but it did take from it . It took from seeing the inner beauty of a woman. It also made me have unrealistic expectation of women sexually . About 4 years clean from porn . My biggest problem was The liquor . Im so glad i quit drinking. Its was like a daemon that had a control over me. Now that i don't drink i don't even want to be around a drunk anymore .
 
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What caused you to change? What caused you to WANT to change to begin with if you were doing so well financially? Did you already have a belief in God the creator and simply disregard Him or did you choose to ignore Him? Whatever it was that caused the change in you it must have been something big!
 

azlightsout

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What caused you to change? What caused you to WANT to change to begin with if you were doing so well financially? Did you already have a belief in God the creator and simply disregard Him or did you choose to ignore Him? Whatever it was that caused the change in you it must have been something big!
2 Things made me change .
1. I got closer to god . I was always with god but i wasn't seeking him like i am now .
2. God blessed me with a daughter . And i totally lost interest in the PORN. I would change my daughters diaper and then go back to working on my porn sites and It was like god hit me in the head with a 'Iron Tie Rod' One day .
 
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Glad to hear you were delivered from your addictions. To have pure love for a woman is so much more fulfilling then the lust pornography produces.
 

azlightsout

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Glad to hear you were delivered from your addictions. To have pure love for a woman is so much more fulfilling then the lust pornography produces.
Yeah very true. Even when i search Google images and a naked pic pops up its totally different now than before .
 

Demi777

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Thanks for sharing your Testimony :) I am very happy that you got rid of all that and I will definitely will pray for you brother :) God is greater than all evil and oppession and I decree you healed and restored by Christ!
 

Siela01

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Thanks for ur great testimony. Its amazing for mee. God Bless u^^