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    I want to share my testimony. I know it pass due for me to share it.
    It started back in November 2012.I Was depressed so I started listening to the sermon on the Mount. I was also going to a chat site to make some friends. There at the chat site I could talk to girls and get to know them. Suddenly while I was chatting I saw a chat appear on the screen but it wasn't me chatting. It was sentences just appearing from no where. As I read the chat it appears to be a chat between two people. I read "hello lucifer" then I saw a reply saying "what do you want?" Then a reply follow " remember the Bible. Change of plans." "You trick me." "Hahaha" then the chat between the two people disappear. I think it was a conversation between God and Satan. God wanted me to know it. That night I was depressed while I was reading this. Then the following morning I started hearing voices. They told me to destroy and trash the house. I do as the voices said.I then went out to break my mom's car but a voice told me not to, so I break a neighbor's car window. They called the police. I went back inside my house and said in my mind "DADDY!!!" then I heard a voice say "I DEAR ANYONE TO TOUCH MY SON" I went up stairs to my room and lay down. Then I heard a voice said "DO YOU LOVE ME?" The cops broken into my house and try to arrested me. Then I screamed "GET OUT!!!" I got up and attacked the police but my actions were being controlled by God. While I was fighting the cops God would told me what to do. He told me to get up. I get up. While I was fighting the police. I was screaming "PERFECT LOVE...PERFECT LOVE MAN!!!" After few minutes of fighting the cop and six police tasers later instead of taking me to jail I was put in an ambulance and taken to John Hopkins hospital. This is just the beginning of my schizophrenia illness and what God did for me.

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    God told you to fight with the cops? Noooo, I don't think so..





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    Blue_ladybug is innocent, as we know in scripture " all people who like orange tabbies are innocent."
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    He didn't told me he made me fought them. It was if he was controlling my mind.

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    Quote Originally Posted by 2nicee View Post
    He didn't told me he made me fought them. It was if he was controlling my mind.

    God does NOT tell people to fight with others, especially cops. Whatever was talking to you, it was NOT God. That much I am positive of.. Are you currently on any meds for your bi-polar disease?





    Quote Originally Posted by pottersclay View Post
    Blue_ladybug is innocent, as we know in scripture " all people who like orange tabbies are innocent."
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    LOL.. I'll use that defense the next time I get accused of something.. lol


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    Quote Originally Posted by 2nicee View Post
    I want to share my testimony. I know it pass due for me to share it.
    It started back in November 2012.I Was depressed so I started listening to the sermon on the Mount. I was also going to a chat site to make some friends. There at the chat site I could talk to girls and get to know them. Suddenly while I was chatting I saw a chat appear on the screen but it wasn't me chatting. It was sentences just appearing from no where. As I read the chat it appears to be a chat between two people. I read "hello lucifer" then I saw a reply saying "what do you want?" Then a reply follow " remember the Bible. Change of plans." "You trick me." "Hahaha" then the chat between the two people disappear. I think it was a conversation between God and Satan. God wanted me to know it. That night I was depressed while I was reading this. Then the following morning I started hearing voices. They told me to destroy and trash the house. I do as the voices said.I then went out to break my mom's car but a voice told me not to, so I break a neighbor's car window. They called the police. I went back inside my house and said in my mind "DADDY!!!" then I heard a voice say "I DEAR ANYONE TO TOUCH MY SON" I went up stairs to my room and lay down. Then I heard a voice said "DO YOU LOVE ME?" The cops broken into my house and try to arrested me. Then I screamed "GET OUT!!!" I got up and attacked the police but my actions were being controlled by God. While I was fighting the cops God would told me what to do. He told me to get up. I get up. While I was fighting the police. I was screaming "PERFECT LOVE...PERFECT LOVE MAN!!!" After few minutes of fighting the cop and six police tasers later instead of taking me to jail I was put in an ambulance and taken to John Hopkins hospital. This is just the beginning of my schizophrenia illness and what God did for me.

    I think it was actually Satan trying to control you....
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    Quote Originally Posted by 2nicee View Post
    He didn't told me he made me fought them. It was if he was controlling my mind.
    First off, I would like to say that I am sorry that you are suffering from schizophrenia. It is a very serious condition. I hope that you know that and take your meds as prescribed and pray that God will help and deliver you and let you know his true voice. God does not tells us to harm ourselves or anyone else. That was a delusion.

    I will be praying for you. Schizophrenia is a serious and sometimes devastating condition, but there is hope in God. He is able to deliver you and help you.

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    God brought him here for us to see his situation. This man needs our prayer. God wants to save this man's terrible illness and his soul.
    But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.

    Isaiah 40:31


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    whatever the reason that he chose to post this here, our prayers will help him, in many ways.

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    Hi I know what is going on with you. You got demons. You want become a born again Christian and demons torment you now. This was definitely demon controlling you. Don't be afraid, Lord Jesus has power over them. He will pull you through this.
    You need to repent all your sins with all you heart to Jesus and give Him your life and your soul completely. Ask Jesus to cover you inside and out with His Holly blood washe your sins clean.
    Now it will be a fight with the demons but you will fight with Jesus and his angels.
    Go to YouTube find ministry by Chris Lasala wach his videos on deliverance, he can deliver you from demons. He is in Texas near Austin has a sanctuary for baptizing and deliverance. He is anointed by Lord Jesus.
    I will pray for you You will get help.
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    That's ridiculous. He has schizophrenia. And it's NOT caused by demons. He needs meds and God, not deliverance from demons. :/


    Quote Originally Posted by LoveForJesus View Post
    Hi I know what is going on with you. You got demons. You want become a born again Christian and demons torment you now. This was definitely demon controlling you. Don't be afraid, Lord Jesus has power over them. He will pull you through this.
    You need to repent all your sins with all you heart to Jesus and give Him your life and your soul completely. Ask Jesus to cover you inside and out with His Holly blood washe your sins clean.
    Now it will be a fight with the demons but you will fight with Jesus and his angels.
    Go to YouTube find ministry by Chris Lasala wach his videos on deliverance, he can deliver you from demons. He is in Texas near Austin has a sanctuary for baptizing and deliverance. He is anointed by Lord Jesus.
    I will pray for you You will get help.
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    Quote Originally Posted by pottersclay View Post
    Blue_ladybug is innocent, as we know in scripture " all people who like orange tabbies are innocent."
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    LOL.. I'll use that defense the next time I get accused of something.. lol


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    Hello. With respect you have no idea what you talking about ladybug . I am born again Christian baptized in Holly Spirit and Fire! I am anointed by Lord Jesus to serve others. I know the dark side and how its operate, know through the Lord Jesus. I know the spirit world close and personal. I am anointed to cast out demons and deliver people, are you? Are you baptized by Holly Spirit? What is your gifts?

    Now I am praying to you My Holly Fhather in the name of Jesus Christ through His Blood! I am asking to remove darkness from the way of this yang men who is looking for help! Help him to get strong and get delivered! Help him to give his life to your Glorious son Jesus! Thank you my Father, Glory to your son Lord Jesus! Amen
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    Given that you can't even spell Holy Spirit correctly, I don't put much stock in your response.. :/ Who is the "Holly" Spirit? You've misspelled it 3 times now. The "Holly" Spirit does not exist, so you're certainly not praying to the HOLY Spirit.. And we don't get baptized in "holly spirit and fire". We get baptized in water and in Jesus. We are ALL anointed by God to serve others. And I have the discernment to know that the OP's mental illness is NOT caused by demons..

    Quote Originally Posted by LoveForJesus View Post
    Hello. With respect you have no idea what you talking about ladybug . I am born again Christian baptized in Holly Spirit and Fire! I am anointed by Lord Jesus to serve others. I know the dark side and how its operate, know through the Lord Jesus. I know the spirit world close and personal. I am anointed to cast out demons and deliver people, are you? Are you baptized by Holly Spirit? What is your gifts?

    Now I am praying to you My Holly Fhather in the name of Jesus Christ through His Blood! I am asking to remove darkness from the way of this yang men who is looking for help! Help him to get strong and get delivered! Help him to give his life to your Glorious son Jesus! Thank you my Father, Glory to your son Lord Jesus! Amen





    Quote Originally Posted by pottersclay View Post
    Blue_ladybug is innocent, as we know in scripture " all people who like orange tabbies are innocent."
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    LOL.. I'll use that defense the next time I get accused of something.. lol


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    Quote Originally Posted by blue_ladybug View Post
    That's ridiculous. He has schizophrenia. And it's NOT caused by demons. He needs meds and God, not deliverance from demons. :/
    Quote Originally Posted by blue_ladybug View Post
    Given that you can't even spell Holy Spirit correctly, I don't put much stock in your response.. :/ Who is the "Holly" Spirit? You've misspelled it 3 times now. The "Holly" Spirit does not exist, so you're certainly not praying to the HOLY Spirit.. And we don't get baptized in "holly spirit and fire". We get baptized in water and in Jesus. We are ALL anointed by God to serve others. And I have the discernment to know that the OP's mental illness is NOT caused by demons..
    How do you know this, Blue? You liked TempC's comment about how it could be Satan trying to control the OP. How can you believe that Satan, the leader of the demons, can be trying to control the OP, but when it comes to the demons that are under his command (when it would be easier to just send them out as opposed to going out himself to every person he wants to attack), you are not just doubtful that that's the case but fully convinced that that just can't be? How are you open to it being an all-out satanic attack, but not a demonic attack? I don't understand how you came to this certainty, when voices being demons is possible and happens more times than people consider.
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    Satan doesn't have to possess a person to control them. Like I said on another thread, not all illnesses are caused by demons. Mine isn't, even though some here have tried to tell me I have demons in me.. lol

    It may very well be satan putting these thoughts in his mind, but he isn't necessarily possessed by demons.. Meaning he most likely has no demons in him, just satan's accusations going through his mind. And I NEVER said that I was "fully convinced" or "certain". YOU said that.





    Quote Originally Posted by pottersclay View Post
    Blue_ladybug is innocent, as we know in scripture " all people who like orange tabbies are innocent."
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    LOL.. I'll use that defense the next time I get accused of something.. lol


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    Quote Originally Posted by MultilingualMessenger View Post
    How do you know this, Blue? You liked TempC's comment about how it could be Satan trying to control the OP. How can you believe that Satan, the leader of the demons, can be trying to control the OP, but when it comes to the demons that are under his command (when it would be easier to just send them out as opposed to going out himself to every person he wants to attack), you are not just doubtful that that's the case but fully convinced that that just can't be? How are you open to it being an all-out satanic attack, but not a demonic attack? I don't understand how you came to this certainty, when voices being demons is possible and happens more times than people consider.
    You said it much better than I could have. It is sad a lot of Christians don't see the demonic in something when Scripture says

    Ephesians 6:12King James Version (KJV)12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.

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    To me, principalities and high places, indicate the government and it's officials. Not only satan and his demons. I just disagree that EVERY disease is caused by demon possession. They aren't..


    Quote Originally Posted by CeileDe View Post
    You said it much better than I could have. It is sad a lot of Christians don't see the demonic in something when Scripture says

    Ephesians 6:12King James Version (KJV)12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
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    Quote Originally Posted by pottersclay View Post
    Blue_ladybug is innocent, as we know in scripture " all people who like orange tabbies are innocent."
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    LOL.. I'll use that defense the next time I get accused of something.. lol


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    Quote Originally Posted by blue_ladybug View Post
    Satan doesn't have to possess a person to control them. Like I said on another thread, not all illnesses are caused by demons. Mine isn't, even though some here have tried to tell me I have demons in me.. lol

    It may very well be satan putting these thoughts in his mind, but he isn't necessarily possessed by demons.. Meaning he most likely has no demons in him, just satan's accusations going through his mind. And I NEVER said that I was "fully convinced" or "certain". YOU said that.
    You capitalized the word "not" twice. That strongly suggests certainty.

    I don't think the person was saying that ALL mental illness is caused by demons, and they probably shouldn't have said that it was "definitely" demon control. But you shouldn't say that it's definitely NOT either. Neither of you were there to discern for the OP in particular, so you can't really say that you know the OP's problems aren't caused by (or exacerbated by, if you will) demons.

    (P.S. You're right that demonic influence is not necessarily demonic possession.)
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    Check her profile and look at her posts on other threads. She believes (and has stated so) that ALL illness and pain are caused by demons.. Go to the prayer forum and read Socreta's thread about pain, and what she posted as the cause of his pain.. She claims to know the "Holly" Spirit, which she has misspelled consistently, and says the "Holly" Spirit has given her the power to discover and cast out demons, and that she prays to the "Holly" Spirit. Now tell me, how can she pray to a spirit that doesn't exist?


    Quote Originally Posted by MultilingualMessenger View Post
    You capitalized the word "not" twice. That strongly suggests certainty.

    I don't think the person was saying that ALL mental illness is caused by demons, and they probably shouldn't have said that it was "definitely" demon control. But you shouldn't say that it's definitely NOT either. Neither of you were there to discern for the OP in particular, so you can't really say that you know the OP's problems aren't caused by (or exacerbated by, if you will) demons.

    (P.S. You're right that demonic influence is not necessarily demonic possession.)
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    Quote Originally Posted by pottersclay View Post
    Blue_ladybug is innocent, as we know in scripture " all people who like orange tabbies are innocent."
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    LOL.. I'll use that defense the next time I get accused of something.. lol


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    Quote Originally Posted by blue_ladybug View Post
    Check her profile and look at her posts on other threads. She believes (and has stated so) that ALL illness and pain are caused by demons.. Go to the prayer forum and read Socreta's thread about pain, and what she posted as the cause of his pain.. She claims to know the "Holly" Spirit, which she has misspelled consistently, and says the "Holly" Spirit has given her the power to discover and cast out demons, and that she prays to the "Holly" Spirit. Now tell me, how can she pray to a spirit that doesn't exist?
    I didn't know all that...

    (That still doesn't mean anything definitive about the OP's situation though.)

    Lol at the misspelling of Holy Spirit though. I noticed that much. One time I saw a group on Facebook that misspelled Holy Spirit as "Hopy Spirit"! XD I mean, I know the L and the P are close on the keyboard, but a little spellcheck never hurt anyone ya know...
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    Quote Originally Posted by blue_ladybug View Post
    Check her profile and look at her posts on other threads. She believes (and has stated so) that ALL illness and pain are caused by demons.. Go to the prayer forum and read Socreta's thread about pain, and what she posted as the cause of his pain.. She claims to know the "Holly" Spirit, which she has misspelled consistently, and says the "Holly" Spirit has given her the power to discover and cast out demons, and that she prays to the "Holly" Spirit. Now tell me, how can she pray to a spirit that doesn't exist?
    She has quite a few spelling errors. You judge someone by their grammar? I really do like you blue but sometimes you can be a bit harsh. But then again so can I so maybe we can both simmer down a bit

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