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Willie-T

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Jackconstantine said:
I was born 11/11/1983 to a heroin addicted mum. And heroin addicted father. So my first few months alive were going through heroin withdrawals. Painful. Then my mum used to get on drugs, and leave me for days in my own body fluids, until i got abcesses, rashes, and was malnurished. Then throw me against walls to shut me up if i cried to much. By 2 i was i another abusive foster home. 4 i was adopted. The mother was abusive, the dad wasnt around. No male friends allowed, only female, because id fight anything, or anyone but females. So the gurls in my life quickly realised they could do any horrific thing to me and i'd not lash out. My baby sitter stabbed me when i was 6. She then bashed me constantly until she moved away from the area. 6 years of broken noses, fractured skulls, torn lips and deep bite marks at her hands. EVERY DAY. No one cared. Not even the police who laughed at a young boy trying to find help. Then came school bullying. Picked on by guys 2 grades above me because i was bigger. Im 6'8ft tall. Then my mum tried to kill me. AND ABOVE ALL OF THIS i was kind to all. Always compassionate and respectful. Then came the trials given to me by god. 20 years old. Just makin a name for myself as a Chef. Was given revelations out of nowhere. And alll my rage was stripped from me to leave me bare with constant terror. So began the last 13 years to overcome everything dark. Ive not ever been held. Not once in my life. Ive never felt loved, lovable, been loved. Not once. Ive never had close friends. Not for longer than 3 months. And still, i am here giving blood and soul and claiming no title, just skills, and the hope i can ease some other's burdens, and hurts. That is a brief summary. My only intention is to teach what i know is right and good, and to heal others. **** you if thats not enough or that is evil in yoir eyes. Im a good man. When i should be a bloody sociopath or murderer. God saved me for a reason.
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Yeah, I remember those first few days right after I was born. Tough times. In fact, those first few year were some of the roughest I can recall.
 
JesusLives

JesusLives

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Human female last time I checked...Blond too.
 
JesusLives

JesusLives

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Now if you meant what are you.... Male by your blue name color.... human also I presume.
 
Blain

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Jackconstantine said:
God has gifted me with the burden of truth. Knowledge. Insights. Wisdoms. And physical skills to ease, and aid humanity. I am here to teach humanity the truth of God.
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Burden? If you see the truth as a burden then i would say you don't know the truth. For me the truth gives life the truth refreshes my weary soul and body the truth fills me with his love and makes me see things in a way that only he could show me and this truth is a treasure that is impossible to keep to ones self it's simply to wonderful to withhold.
 
Magenta

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Blain, I recommended you as someone for Jack to speak with. I hope you don't mind :D
 
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Quote " God saved me for a reason."

Yes,He did! But you need to deal with that past before you can reach anyone else. People are going to push you,people aren't going to accept you or your message.People will want to get close to you if you start in ministry and they will use you. You need to get your message straight.You have a testimony,yes,but God doesn't want you to destroy yourself to share it. You have anger that is not dealt with,you have hurts not yet healed. Find a mentor,get under good preaching and be fed. Someone told me once "God cares more about the minister than the ministry". Trust me,ministry will burn you out unless you're well fed,well armed and prayed up.One step at a time.You're a baby in the faith.That doesn't mean you cant share your testimony,but you are stressed and God is not putting a burden on you,you're doing that to yourself. Stop.His yoke is easy and light.Be still and let God love you.
 
Oncefallen

Oncefallen

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Jackconstantine said:
God has gifted me with the burden of truth. Knowledge. Insights. Wisdoms. And physical skills to ease, and aid humanity. I am here to teach humanity the heresies of mine.
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I fixed it for ya.
 
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