You know how Paul says in 2 Corinthians 12:3 And I know that this man whether in the body or apart from the body I do not know but God knows.. Well this testimony begins "I being asleep or awake I do not know but God knows.." experienced something that was absolutely life changing.
I am and was at the time a born again believer for quite some time. As I laied in bed an experience began to happen. A voice began to speak to me.
Not audibly but somehow in my brain and yet not my thoughts. Weird I know stay with me.
This person whom I believe was Jesus asked me "What do you believe is your greatest sin?" I answered (again in my mind)" Not telling my father about you before he died."
All at once an overwhelming sense of remorse came over me. I can't describe how painful that feeling was. Right in the middle of my chest like what I assume a heart attack might feel like. I said to Him " Even you can't forgive that." Just as I thought I would die from the intensity, it lifted and the greatest feeling of paternal love washed over me. It was the feeling I have for my children but magnified 100% .
Immediately I came to from wherever and said I will never forget that feeling and yet I have somewhat. What stayed with me though is the knowledge that God's love is huge and is for all of us.
I'm nobody special. I have no explanation for why I was allowed to have this experience, but I tell you that He adores me and He adores you.