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freinds i'm only here today by the grace of god-2 years ago i was an outlaw biker and a meth addict.I lived in a gutted abandoned 15 foot travel trailer,no job,no freinds and a 100 dollar a day meth habit. just before christmas I was so tired of the life i was living i decided to just give up life altogether.as i satthere with the syringe between my fingers I felt a sudden calm come over me.I didn't know what this was and thought I had used that syringe and didnt remember doing so....I looked down and the syringe was still full.then I realized what happened from hearing testimony fron others.It was gods peace surrounding me with love-a love that i couldnt find in the worldly life I led before! No drug,booze,woman or anything else equaLLED the feeling I was having just then. but I didnt act on it right away-a week went by and I finally decided to go home to my family.when I arrived my mother cried cause the way i appeared,drawn,skinny,tired,ect..she could see in my eyes I had given up on life.
Her sadnes actually touched me in a similar way as i had felt a week before in that old trailer..someone was praying for me.I was soon introduced to Ed,a man af faith and power in God.He had just moved from warsaw,poland-----1 week before I came home! THat was all the proof i needed for God's existence, he was a freind of my moms from years ago-he was praying along with others for my soul to be used for the kingdom of god...now i am a new creation,drug and alchohol free for 2 years and not looking behind me exept to give testimony and also thanks to God.I outreach in the area in a christian rock band playing guitar and vocals...no longer an introvert,but an extrovert...
I hope this gives hope to anyone struggling without god. God is the only thing that satiafied me,and I hope that,if your'e out there away from god's mecy that this will inspire you to get your heart right
and live for the living god!!!
Her sadnes actually touched me in a similar way as i had felt a week before in that old trailer..someone was praying for me.I was soon introduced to Ed,a man af faith and power in God.He had just moved from warsaw,poland-----1 week before I came home! THat was all the proof i needed for God's existence, he was a freind of my moms from years ago-he was praying along with others for my soul to be used for the kingdom of god...now i am a new creation,drug and alchohol free for 2 years and not looking behind me exept to give testimony and also thanks to God.I outreach in the area in a christian rock band playing guitar and vocals...no longer an introvert,but an extrovert...
I hope this gives hope to anyone struggling without god. God is the only thing that satiafied me,and I hope that,if your'e out there away from god's mecy that this will inspire you to get your heart right
and live for the living god!!!