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    It is easy to see evil in this life. Despite not wanting to admit it the truth is that the devil has more pull on earth than God. Its harder to find God in this life. God is subtle and can be seen in everyday life, animals, weather, kindness, etc. The devil does not know subtle and takes every chance to shove its misery in your face. When I lost my daughter I had a complete physical, nervous, and religious breakdown. I did not care for God at all when that happened. It was a passionate dislike. I ended up losing everything. Girlfriend, house, car, and at that time I was working on opening a tattoo parlor. So I became homeless and found I had a knack for strong arming and just being a terrible person in general. This went on for quite awhile. One day I got in a heavy altercation and went out. That was when the veil was lifted and I saw the construction of life. It was a glimpse of spiritual knowledge that I think comes with death. It is a knowledge that I believe is meant to calm you down while easing you up to another spiritual nexus. It was also within this space that I saw swarms of demons. Absolutely terrifying. As ridiculous and childish this word is i have to say the best description is, Monsters.
    Whenever I woke and started healing I realise that this was an epiphany for me but not one of a heaven visual but rather hell. It is odd to say that I had no spiritual awaking by God but rather the devil. Everything I criticized about religion up to that time collapsed when I was given that knowledge. All of it was real. Since then I have been trying very hard to better myself and to strengthen my soul but I am still a sinner. I seem to be a powerful magnet for dark and ridiculous people that I will say whatever I can to get them away from me. So, yes sin but I always ask for forgiveness. I do not know what life has for me but the blessing of that wisdom has me ready for whatever is ahead. I do love the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. I do not blame God or anyone for the lost of my daughter because she is okay. Strangely the truth of my spiritual liberation came from the devil and all the unseen darkness behind the curtain that most people will never see until its to late. I do think being given the knowledge of ancients was a clear act of God. However, I never saw God or anything heavenly during those visions I only saw demons. If you read all of this long winded rant of mine God bless you. It feels good to put it out there so love or hate it is your discretion. Im no stranger to judgment Thank you for taking time out of your life for such small issues like this. In Jesus name we live and breath amen.
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    Hi Cumulus – glad u have been put in the sunlight – a new start! Maybe God let u see these ugly things to jolt u loose. The negative by default confirming the positive.


    I enjoy your insights and am glad u found your way to CC brother.


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    Quote Originally Posted by longtrekker View Post
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    Hi Cumulus – glad u have been put in the sunlight – a new start! Maybe God let u see these ugly things to jolt u loose. The negative by default confirming the positive.


    I enjoy your insights and am glad u found your way to CC brother.
    God bless you I must say im glad I found it too. Thank you for kind words

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    Welcome to CC, and so sorry about your precious daughter. A prayer for you brother, a Psalm,

    Turn to me and be gracious to me, After Your manner with those who love Your name. 133Establish my footsteps in Your word, And do not let any iniquity have dominion over me. 134Redeem me from the oppression of man, That I may keep Your precepts.…

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    Quote Originally Posted by Karraster View Post
    Welcome to CC, and so sorry about your precious daughter. A prayer for you brother, a Psalm,

    Turn to me and be gracious to me, After Your manner with those who love Your name. 133Establish my footsteps in Your word, And do not let any iniquity have dominion over me. 134Redeem me from the oppression of man, That I may keep Your precepts.…
    Very nice selection in prayer thank you

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