I STARTED READING MY BIBLE...PRAYING...GO TO THE CHURCH...
AND ONE DAY CRYING...I TOLD MY MOM...
"MOM EXCUSEME...PLEASE I MADE YOU CRY MANY TIMES, SO MUCH... AND IF COULD GET OUT OF THIS
SHI...I WOULD BE OUT OF THE GANG...BUT I CAN'T EXCUSEME SO MUCH..."
ONE DAY, I WENT TO CHURCH...AND THE DAY BEFORE I HAD A BIG FIGHT THEY TRIED TO KILL ME BUT THEY
COULDN'T ...BUT I WAS HURT...AND WITH BRUISES IN ALL MY FACE, HEAD AND BODY...AND ONE PERSON OF
THE CHURCH CAME TO ME AND HE HUG ME...I WAS TRYING TO HIDE MY FEELINGS...BUT I COULDN'T AND I
STARTED CRYING...I FELT LIKE THE PERSON WAS GOD...AND I CONTINUE CRYING...
AFTER THAT ONE OF THE COUNCIL'S BOSSES CAME TO THE CHURCH...AND HE FIND ME THERE...
HE WANTED TO TALK ME ALONE...ONLY HE AND ME...HE TOLD ME
LD
"HEY MAN, THIS LIFE, IS NOT LIFE...WE ALL OF US...YOU, NATHAN,ETC ARE STEET'S SONS, SOLDIERS BUT IF YOU WANT TO GET OUT OF THIS I CAN TALK IT TO THE COUNCIL..."
BUT I SAID NO, BECAUSE I KNEW IF I SAID NO, THEY WOULD KILL ME...NAD MAYBE ONE WANTED TO HELP
ME BUT IS A COUNCIL AND NOT ALL BOSSES WOULD PASS THAT... BECAUSE ONE RULE OF OUR GANG'S
CONSTITUTION SAYS "BLOOD IN BLOOD OUT" MEMBERSHIP FOR LIVE ALL MY LIFE...
BUT I WENT WITH MY MOM AND I TOLD HER
"" MOM I WILL GET OUT OF THE GANG...I DON'T CARE IF THEY KILL ME...I ONLY WANT TO CHANGE MY LIFE...AND FOLLOW JESUS...AND IF I DIE...DIE IN REAL PEACE...WITHOUT SINS...
MY MOM TOLD ME...
"SON THEY WILL KILL YOU!!! YOU ONLY HAVE 3 OPTIONS IF YOU CONTINUE THIS GANG LIFE!!!;; YOU WILL BE MUTILATED,YOU'LL FINISH IN JAIL...OR IF YOU ARE LUCKY YOU WILL DIE"
AND EXACTLY THAT WAS THE MEANING OF THE 3 LITTLE DOTS I HAD TATTOOED IN MY HAND...
BUT MY MOM TOLD ME;
"MY SISTER IS GOING TO LEAVE HERE TOMORROW MORNING SHE WILL BACK TO
"*SAN FELIPE DE LAS TUNAS"SO GO WITH HER ,HIDE IN THE CAR...GO BENDER DOWN SO THE PEOPLE AND
THE HOMIES WON'T SEE YOU THAT YOU'RE LEAVING THE TOWN, YOU WILL LEFT ALL YOUR PAST
BEHIND...AND YOU WILL START A COMPLETELY NEW LIFE...I LEFT EVERYTHING, WITHOUT BAGGAGE JUST
A FEW THINGS... " I REMEMBERED THAT ONE RULE OF OUR CONSTITUTION WAS "NOT INVOLVE THE
FAMILY,"THAT MEANS THAT MY GANG IS NOT TO HURT MY FAMILY...IF I DID WRONG, I'M GOING TO PAY
FOR THAT...BUT NO MY FAMILY...SO I JUST ESCAPED IN THE CAR...WITH MY AUNT...AND SINCE THEN I HAVE
NEVER RETURN...TO THE TOWN. SOMETIMES I MISS MY TOWN, MY FAMILY, BUT THEN I
REMEMBER"NOTHING GOOD WAS THERE, I WOULD DIE...",I KNOW THE GANG IS GOING TO FIND ME ONE
DAY...BUT THAT DAY, I WILL BE PREPARED...BUT NOT WITH A GAT OR A SHANK. I WILL BE BRAVE, BUT NO
VIOLENT..I WILL FIGHT WITH THE LOVE AND MERCY THAT JESUS GAVE TO ME.
THEY WILL PROBABLY KILL ME THAT DAY...BUT THAT DAY I WILL BE HAPPY BECAUSE I WILL KNOW GOD CHANGED MY LIFE...IN A GOOD WAY, AND JESUS WILL BE WAITING FOR ME IN HEAVEN.
. JESUS GAVE ME AN OPPORTUNITTY...JESUS MADE ME BORN AGAIN...SO
NOW I'M A SOLDIER BUT FROM JESUS KINGDOM...
ONE DAY I WILL BE BACK TO THE TOWN...BUT NOT FOR GANGSTA ACTIVITES...BUT YES FOR HELPING
HOMEBOYS...TO GET OUT THEM FROM THE GANGS...AND FOLLOW THE TRUE BOSS; JESUSCHRIST...AND
BE IN THE MOST POWERFULL HARDOCRE GANG ...REAL CHRISITIANS...
AND IF I GOING TO DIE...DIE ONLY FOR JESUS...AND LIVE ONLY FOR HIM...
JESUS IS OUR REAL BROTHER, BEST FRIEND , TRUE HOMEBOY, AND HE YES, IS HOMEBOY UNTIL
DEATH...BECAUSE HE DIED FIRST FOR US...
GOD BLESS YOU!!! I HOPE THIS WAS A BLESSING FOR YOU MY BROTHER OF THE CHRISTIAN CHAT.
P.D. I LOVE SNOBOOTS DANIELLE, SHE'S MY BEST FRIEND...GOD BLESS YOU DANNI MY SISTER!! MI HERMANITA GUAPA
*I CHANGED THE NAME OF EVERY PERSON, NEIGHBOORHOOD, STREET, AVENUE...
AND ONE DAY CRYING...I TOLD MY MOM...
"MOM EXCUSEME...PLEASE I MADE YOU CRY MANY TIMES, SO MUCH... AND IF COULD GET OUT OF THIS
SHI...I WOULD BE OUT OF THE GANG...BUT I CAN'T EXCUSEME SO MUCH..."
ONE DAY, I WENT TO CHURCH...AND THE DAY BEFORE I HAD A BIG FIGHT THEY TRIED TO KILL ME BUT THEY
COULDN'T ...BUT I WAS HURT...AND WITH BRUISES IN ALL MY FACE, HEAD AND BODY...AND ONE PERSON OF
THE CHURCH CAME TO ME AND HE HUG ME...I WAS TRYING TO HIDE MY FEELINGS...BUT I COULDN'T AND I
STARTED CRYING...I FELT LIKE THE PERSON WAS GOD...AND I CONTINUE CRYING...
AFTER THAT ONE OF THE COUNCIL'S BOSSES CAME TO THE CHURCH...AND HE FIND ME THERE...
HE WANTED TO TALK ME ALONE...ONLY HE AND ME...HE TOLD ME
LD
"HEY MAN, THIS LIFE, IS NOT LIFE...WE ALL OF US...YOU, NATHAN,ETC ARE STEET'S SONS, SOLDIERS BUT IF YOU WANT TO GET OUT OF THIS I CAN TALK IT TO THE COUNCIL..."
BUT I SAID NO, BECAUSE I KNEW IF I SAID NO, THEY WOULD KILL ME...NAD MAYBE ONE WANTED TO HELP
ME BUT IS A COUNCIL AND NOT ALL BOSSES WOULD PASS THAT... BECAUSE ONE RULE OF OUR GANG'S
CONSTITUTION SAYS "BLOOD IN BLOOD OUT" MEMBERSHIP FOR LIVE ALL MY LIFE...
BUT I WENT WITH MY MOM AND I TOLD HER
"" MOM I WILL GET OUT OF THE GANG...I DON'T CARE IF THEY KILL ME...I ONLY WANT TO CHANGE MY LIFE...AND FOLLOW JESUS...AND IF I DIE...DIE IN REAL PEACE...WITHOUT SINS...
MY MOM TOLD ME...
"SON THEY WILL KILL YOU!!! YOU ONLY HAVE 3 OPTIONS IF YOU CONTINUE THIS GANG LIFE!!!;; YOU WILL BE MUTILATED,YOU'LL FINISH IN JAIL...OR IF YOU ARE LUCKY YOU WILL DIE"
AND EXACTLY THAT WAS THE MEANING OF THE 3 LITTLE DOTS I HAD TATTOOED IN MY HAND...
BUT MY MOM TOLD ME;
"MY SISTER IS GOING TO LEAVE HERE TOMORROW MORNING SHE WILL BACK TO
"*SAN FELIPE DE LAS TUNAS"SO GO WITH HER ,HIDE IN THE CAR...GO BENDER DOWN SO THE PEOPLE AND
THE HOMIES WON'T SEE YOU THAT YOU'RE LEAVING THE TOWN, YOU WILL LEFT ALL YOUR PAST
BEHIND...AND YOU WILL START A COMPLETELY NEW LIFE...I LEFT EVERYTHING, WITHOUT BAGGAGE JUST
A FEW THINGS... " I REMEMBERED THAT ONE RULE OF OUR CONSTITUTION WAS "NOT INVOLVE THE
FAMILY,"THAT MEANS THAT MY GANG IS NOT TO HURT MY FAMILY...IF I DID WRONG, I'M GOING TO PAY
FOR THAT...BUT NO MY FAMILY...SO I JUST ESCAPED IN THE CAR...WITH MY AUNT...AND SINCE THEN I HAVE
NEVER RETURN...TO THE TOWN. SOMETIMES I MISS MY TOWN, MY FAMILY, BUT THEN I
REMEMBER"NOTHING GOOD WAS THERE, I WOULD DIE...",I KNOW THE GANG IS GOING TO FIND ME ONE
DAY...BUT THAT DAY, I WILL BE PREPARED...BUT NOT WITH A GAT OR A SHANK. I WILL BE BRAVE, BUT NO
VIOLENT..I WILL FIGHT WITH THE LOVE AND MERCY THAT JESUS GAVE TO ME.
THEY WILL PROBABLY KILL ME THAT DAY...BUT THAT DAY I WILL BE HAPPY BECAUSE I WILL KNOW GOD CHANGED MY LIFE...IN A GOOD WAY, AND JESUS WILL BE WAITING FOR ME IN HEAVEN.
. JESUS GAVE ME AN OPPORTUNITTY...JESUS MADE ME BORN AGAIN...SO
NOW I'M A SOLDIER BUT FROM JESUS KINGDOM...
ONE DAY I WILL BE BACK TO THE TOWN...BUT NOT FOR GANGSTA ACTIVITES...BUT YES FOR HELPING
HOMEBOYS...TO GET OUT THEM FROM THE GANGS...AND FOLLOW THE TRUE BOSS; JESUSCHRIST...AND
BE IN THE MOST POWERFULL HARDOCRE GANG ...REAL CHRISITIANS...
AND IF I GOING TO DIE...DIE ONLY FOR JESUS...AND LIVE ONLY FOR HIM...
JESUS IS OUR REAL BROTHER, BEST FRIEND , TRUE HOMEBOY, AND HE YES, IS HOMEBOY UNTIL
DEATH...BECAUSE HE DIED FIRST FOR US...
GOD BLESS YOU!!! I HOPE THIS WAS A BLESSING FOR YOU MY BROTHER OF THE CHRISTIAN CHAT.
P.D. I LOVE SNOBOOTS DANIELLE, SHE'S MY BEST FRIEND...GOD BLESS YOU DANNI MY SISTER!! MI HERMANITA GUAPA
*I CHANGED THE NAME OF EVERY PERSON, NEIGHBOORHOOD, STREET, AVENUE...
Thank you for sharing your testimony. Dios te bendiga.