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Hello, my name is Alex ….Nice to meet you, thank you for listening... I know your time is precious… ALL I want is someone to hear me out… not to even reply, I ask for nothing but a tiny bit of time… thank you!
I had a glimpse into the "other side" 5 years ago. Just to set the record straight, I'm a normal guy who made one abnormal decision that was the best decision I ever made. I decided to not judge something and give it a try, my mom was dying… so I kind of had no choice. SHE later died, we will get into the BEFORE part soon…
When my mom died I mourned and cried a lot. I prayed and cried for a week because she got admitted to the ER and never recovered and I never had a chance to say goodbye. I was distant from her near the end and I couldn't get over it. I cried out to Christ one night that I was sorry I was distant from my mom and that I hoped that she was in His hands. That night, I was shown something. Not a dream at all, but an out of body experience. This was not the first, but it was the first in this place. Here is what I saw:
You know the blue sky above when there are no clouds? I was a SPIRIT out of body and I was just hovering in a bed of love. I was in the BLUE. I was the blue, embedded as a part of it. And the LOVE and peace I felt seemed permanent, blissful and I did not want to come back. (In fact when I did come back, I had withdrawal and begged to go back for a month or two going to sleep praying I would go back.) I felt a peaceful wind going through me with perfect temperature feeling mass euphoria that words cannot fully describe. Then, it got good; really good. A voice spoke while I was hovering there, submersed in this ecstasy. And every syllable of each word went through me like a wave of intense love that increased the already euphoric feeling of love infinitely more. The words keep coming, waves of love that they emanated and rolled through my boundless being. I knew the voice. I remembered. The memory block had been removed. This was Jesus ministering non-stop to those asleep in Christ. It was pure love and joy that words cannot fully contextualize. I knew this was where my mom was and is until resurrection day. She was not outwardly religious either but did have a cross and read the bible on her own and talked about Christ before she died... and hung on to that rosary even until she died.
I did not want to come back. There was just ONE emotion there, PURE love. When I came back to my body and woke up I tried remembering the words that Jesus spoke, but they were IMPOSSIBLE to recall. They were holy and sacred words that man couldn't repeat. Now people ask me how I knew my mom was there or how I knew Jesus was ministering to dead souls, my answer is this: anamnesis - a Greek word meaning "loss of forgetfulness." God can reveal certain knowledge to us that we have not previously been taught in life. And sometimes it feels as if we all know certain things, but this life has a blindfold that will be removed once we die. I have had lessons in other dreams too where I had knowledge imparted to me, making it impossible to ignore that a higher power does exist. For one cannot teach himself new knowledge; and if something new is taught, then there must be a teacher. So for all of you wondering where you dead loved ones are, all you have to do is look up into the blue sky and imagine what maximum love feels like; that IS where they are… IF they are with Christ … even the last minute… those who cry out His name will be saved.
My way to God, who was just a word, theory or a concept to me when I was in my early 20's, began when I hit a skid of depression as my mom got sicker and sicker and I was more confused and hurt within due to my lifestyle of drinking, smoking weed, etc. After trying meditation, exercise, total sobriety diet and just about everything under the sun, I began to read the New Testament and decided to read 10 pages a day for 40 days to finish it in that time. I did not go to men, church or anywhere, just in my room on the edge of my bed asking for one thing: "Dear God, please be REAL for me, not hidden, let your Holy Spirit, in the name of Jesus Christ, please pour out the Living Water that you say you pour on those who thirst within. I ask and WILL continue to ask you as I read all this New Testament, IF YOU ARE REAL… I know You will make it known to me… because at the moment, You are hidden and I am not sure if you are there or not, I hope you are … I hope you hear me, in the name of Jesus Christ your Son… AMEN" -- NOTHING happened right away. Nothing good ever does though. I also read that HEAVEN is within you, so I also included asking for Eden revealed. It also said that Jesus would "reveal Himself" to those who truly loved Him, so I anticipated that as well. I began being sorry for my past, digging up all that I could recall in terms of wrongs, etc. I read that God rewards those who diligently seek Him and Jesus said TRUE disciples abide in MY word. So I read a lot. It said pray in secret in your room and do not pray in church where others can see you. So I remained in my room keeping it one on one. For 40 days I decided to have of minimal entertainment, since Jesus was in the desert 40 days; making my life a desert as much as possible. At work on breaks I would go somewhere alone and read a little too, where I left off. I did not really expect heaven to be opened up to me, I just did as it said, not even believing but rather, slightly hoping it would be true before I finished. For if nothing happened I would know that God was not real. BUT I really wanted a new being inside me. All that was within me was want, desire to drink or consume, lusts, etc. I did not like my own reactions and though every inclination of my heart derives from a not so loving place. I also told God that I am broken off the assembly line and I CANNOT be good, righteous, even if I try. I hate this prison of a body and want the Spirit of Christ and Heaven within… please! NOT WANT …. I NEED THIS!
Roughly three weeks later, God, who was not REAL to me, Jesus who was just a story, flooded inside me upon awakening. I felt brand NEW... totally and really a new creation. I felt like ADAM in the Garden of Eden, GOD was REAL and connected to me now. My friend was over the night before and I was positive he had spiked my water with ecstasy, he was into that stuff and I had done that in the past with him. I pinned him down and was SURE of it, but he sincerely denied it. That very night I dreamt of a really tall Jesus, 50 feet tall or so wearing a white robe, walking down my street. His right hand released seven starts that circled around Him illuminating the entire street. The Living Water, Holy Spirit is very real and GOD will reveal Himself through this to anyone who is willing to read and seek Him with diligence and ask for a change within. We are all messed up inside and the more we act righteous, the farther we get from the truth. SEEK MY SPIRIT and MY Righteousness it says and SEEK the Kingdom of Heaven within and ask for nothing else. No signs, just the sign of Jonah Jesus said: Jonah means Dove in Hebrew, aka Holy Spirit. I did not fake it if I woke up and I was still the SAME PERSON, I kept reading and seeking and asking. The sinful nature, the defect we all have I COULD NOT STAND anymore!! ENOUGH! Jesus said ALL that is SECRET will be made known Luke 12:2, HE HAS… from heaven, to hell to angels, HE has shown me too much for me to list here, nor would most believe me what I have seen or experienced. Let’s just say the SUPERNARAL parts of GOD are waiting to be revealed but we are not to ask, just ask for the Spirit and the Living Water in Jesus name, NEED a new self. NEED to be born again, understand we’re BROKEN.
Luke 11:13 - "Will God not give the Holy Spirit to those that ask Him!" Jesus said, "If you knew the gift of God and who it is that asks you for a drink, you would have asked him and he would have given you living water."
Matthew 6:6 - "Pray in secret so God the Father will reward you in secret." "He who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I too will love him and show myself to him." John 14:21 SHOW MYSELF HE SAID AND DID!!
John 14:21 John 7:38 "Whoever believes in me, as the Scripture has said, streams of living water will flow from within him."
John 15:17 "If you abide in me, and my words abide in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be done for you." TOO MANY believe in Jesus but have not RECEIVED the REAL gift yet:
Acts 19:2 – Asked them, "Did you receive the Holy Spirit when you believed?" They answered, "No, we have not even heard that there is a Holy Spirit."
Luke 17:21 -- "Because the kingdom of God is WITHIN you."
THERE is nothing wrong with CHURCH and now that I have been found, shown and have a relationship with Christ, it’s a GREAT thing... but ONLY if one has this relationship FIRST. TOO many people find too much fulfillment in church and make it the cornerstone of their faith; to me, it’s the LAST factor that completes me and does not define me. I can be in prison for 30 years and be happy in Christ! Amen.
James 1:12 - "Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him."
LUKE 12:2 - "and all that is secret will be made known."
PLEASE EVERYONE ASK YOURSELF IF YOU REALLY REALLY know JESUS personally and not just HIS NAME… there is a HUGE difference… in knowing OF HIM... and knowing HIM.
I SAW a dream SEVEN nights in a row just a few months ago telling me to tell ALL existing believers to RE dedicated themselves to READING ALL THE GOSPEL with diligence asking for MORE capacity to HOLD MORE Living Water… from God in Jesus name. Peace to you all… with Love… GOD BLESS YOU ALL, Alex.
I had a glimpse into the "other side" 5 years ago. Just to set the record straight, I'm a normal guy who made one abnormal decision that was the best decision I ever made. I decided to not judge something and give it a try, my mom was dying… so I kind of had no choice. SHE later died, we will get into the BEFORE part soon…
When my mom died I mourned and cried a lot. I prayed and cried for a week because she got admitted to the ER and never recovered and I never had a chance to say goodbye. I was distant from her near the end and I couldn't get over it. I cried out to Christ one night that I was sorry I was distant from my mom and that I hoped that she was in His hands. That night, I was shown something. Not a dream at all, but an out of body experience. This was not the first, but it was the first in this place. Here is what I saw:
You know the blue sky above when there are no clouds? I was a SPIRIT out of body and I was just hovering in a bed of love. I was in the BLUE. I was the blue, embedded as a part of it. And the LOVE and peace I felt seemed permanent, blissful and I did not want to come back. (In fact when I did come back, I had withdrawal and begged to go back for a month or two going to sleep praying I would go back.) I felt a peaceful wind going through me with perfect temperature feeling mass euphoria that words cannot fully describe. Then, it got good; really good. A voice spoke while I was hovering there, submersed in this ecstasy. And every syllable of each word went through me like a wave of intense love that increased the already euphoric feeling of love infinitely more. The words keep coming, waves of love that they emanated and rolled through my boundless being. I knew the voice. I remembered. The memory block had been removed. This was Jesus ministering non-stop to those asleep in Christ. It was pure love and joy that words cannot fully contextualize. I knew this was where my mom was and is until resurrection day. She was not outwardly religious either but did have a cross and read the bible on her own and talked about Christ before she died... and hung on to that rosary even until she died.
I did not want to come back. There was just ONE emotion there, PURE love. When I came back to my body and woke up I tried remembering the words that Jesus spoke, but they were IMPOSSIBLE to recall. They were holy and sacred words that man couldn't repeat. Now people ask me how I knew my mom was there or how I knew Jesus was ministering to dead souls, my answer is this: anamnesis - a Greek word meaning "loss of forgetfulness." God can reveal certain knowledge to us that we have not previously been taught in life. And sometimes it feels as if we all know certain things, but this life has a blindfold that will be removed once we die. I have had lessons in other dreams too where I had knowledge imparted to me, making it impossible to ignore that a higher power does exist. For one cannot teach himself new knowledge; and if something new is taught, then there must be a teacher. So for all of you wondering where you dead loved ones are, all you have to do is look up into the blue sky and imagine what maximum love feels like; that IS where they are… IF they are with Christ … even the last minute… those who cry out His name will be saved.
My way to God, who was just a word, theory or a concept to me when I was in my early 20's, began when I hit a skid of depression as my mom got sicker and sicker and I was more confused and hurt within due to my lifestyle of drinking, smoking weed, etc. After trying meditation, exercise, total sobriety diet and just about everything under the sun, I began to read the New Testament and decided to read 10 pages a day for 40 days to finish it in that time. I did not go to men, church or anywhere, just in my room on the edge of my bed asking for one thing: "Dear God, please be REAL for me, not hidden, let your Holy Spirit, in the name of Jesus Christ, please pour out the Living Water that you say you pour on those who thirst within. I ask and WILL continue to ask you as I read all this New Testament, IF YOU ARE REAL… I know You will make it known to me… because at the moment, You are hidden and I am not sure if you are there or not, I hope you are … I hope you hear me, in the name of Jesus Christ your Son… AMEN" -- NOTHING happened right away. Nothing good ever does though. I also read that HEAVEN is within you, so I also included asking for Eden revealed. It also said that Jesus would "reveal Himself" to those who truly loved Him, so I anticipated that as well. I began being sorry for my past, digging up all that I could recall in terms of wrongs, etc. I read that God rewards those who diligently seek Him and Jesus said TRUE disciples abide in MY word. So I read a lot. It said pray in secret in your room and do not pray in church where others can see you. So I remained in my room keeping it one on one. For 40 days I decided to have of minimal entertainment, since Jesus was in the desert 40 days; making my life a desert as much as possible. At work on breaks I would go somewhere alone and read a little too, where I left off. I did not really expect heaven to be opened up to me, I just did as it said, not even believing but rather, slightly hoping it would be true before I finished. For if nothing happened I would know that God was not real. BUT I really wanted a new being inside me. All that was within me was want, desire to drink or consume, lusts, etc. I did not like my own reactions and though every inclination of my heart derives from a not so loving place. I also told God that I am broken off the assembly line and I CANNOT be good, righteous, even if I try. I hate this prison of a body and want the Spirit of Christ and Heaven within… please! NOT WANT …. I NEED THIS!
Roughly three weeks later, God, who was not REAL to me, Jesus who was just a story, flooded inside me upon awakening. I felt brand NEW... totally and really a new creation. I felt like ADAM in the Garden of Eden, GOD was REAL and connected to me now. My friend was over the night before and I was positive he had spiked my water with ecstasy, he was into that stuff and I had done that in the past with him. I pinned him down and was SURE of it, but he sincerely denied it. That very night I dreamt of a really tall Jesus, 50 feet tall or so wearing a white robe, walking down my street. His right hand released seven starts that circled around Him illuminating the entire street. The Living Water, Holy Spirit is very real and GOD will reveal Himself through this to anyone who is willing to read and seek Him with diligence and ask for a change within. We are all messed up inside and the more we act righteous, the farther we get from the truth. SEEK MY SPIRIT and MY Righteousness it says and SEEK the Kingdom of Heaven within and ask for nothing else. No signs, just the sign of Jonah Jesus said: Jonah means Dove in Hebrew, aka Holy Spirit. I did not fake it if I woke up and I was still the SAME PERSON, I kept reading and seeking and asking. The sinful nature, the defect we all have I COULD NOT STAND anymore!! ENOUGH! Jesus said ALL that is SECRET will be made known Luke 12:2, HE HAS… from heaven, to hell to angels, HE has shown me too much for me to list here, nor would most believe me what I have seen or experienced. Let’s just say the SUPERNARAL parts of GOD are waiting to be revealed but we are not to ask, just ask for the Spirit and the Living Water in Jesus name, NEED a new self. NEED to be born again, understand we’re BROKEN.
Luke 11:13 - "Will God not give the Holy Spirit to those that ask Him!" Jesus said, "If you knew the gift of God and who it is that asks you for a drink, you would have asked him and he would have given you living water."
Matthew 6:6 - "Pray in secret so God the Father will reward you in secret." "He who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I too will love him and show myself to him." John 14:21 SHOW MYSELF HE SAID AND DID!!
John 14:21 John 7:38 "Whoever believes in me, as the Scripture has said, streams of living water will flow from within him."
John 15:17 "If you abide in me, and my words abide in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be done for you." TOO MANY believe in Jesus but have not RECEIVED the REAL gift yet:
Acts 19:2 – Asked them, "Did you receive the Holy Spirit when you believed?" They answered, "No, we have not even heard that there is a Holy Spirit."
Luke 17:21 -- "Because the kingdom of God is WITHIN you."
THERE is nothing wrong with CHURCH and now that I have been found, shown and have a relationship with Christ, it’s a GREAT thing... but ONLY if one has this relationship FIRST. TOO many people find too much fulfillment in church and make it the cornerstone of their faith; to me, it’s the LAST factor that completes me and does not define me. I can be in prison for 30 years and be happy in Christ! Amen.
James 1:12 - "Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him."
LUKE 12:2 - "and all that is secret will be made known."
PLEASE EVERYONE ASK YOURSELF IF YOU REALLY REALLY know JESUS personally and not just HIS NAME… there is a HUGE difference… in knowing OF HIM... and knowing HIM.
I SAW a dream SEVEN nights in a row just a few months ago telling me to tell ALL existing believers to RE dedicated themselves to READING ALL THE GOSPEL with diligence asking for MORE capacity to HOLD MORE Living Water… from God in Jesus name. Peace to you all… with Love… GOD BLESS YOU ALL, Alex.