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I refuse not to speak of God and will give you the testimony of my baptism.
If you still question the anointing of God in my life then let me share you a testimony that you witness yourself. It is what made me stop questioning and finally accepting my spiritual gift of prophecy believe it or not its between you and God.
September 25, 2010 Saturday 2 am
I feel compiled by God to write this down, and following the examples of the prophets. I bow to His wishes, even though I'd rather be sleeping or painting.
Words do not come naturally to me, often I'm struck mum and not able to voice a single thought, but everyone knows that when God tells you to do something you do it. Perhaps I can incorporate this experience into my Modern Day Christ Skits I'm trying to write and create a drama team to travel to different churches and perform.
It is based on an experience I had this morning that I still do not fully comprehend the meaning to. I believe in signs and messages from God and that they can often take unexpected forms. When I was a child I used to see angels and demons floating around people. I was young and thought everyone was like me and could see them too. After several strange and hostile responses I stop speaking about it to people, because they either didn't believe me or thought I was possessed by demons. However, after in depth studies of the Bible (one of the reasons I majored in Religious Studies at UNCG) I found similar accounts to my own experiences and realized that it was a gift from God. At eight years old, convinced that I was insane and that hearing voices and seeing things that others could not see was NOT NORMAL and at that age we all just wanted to fit in and be accepted. I asked God to take that gift away from me and only show me the spiritual realm when I absolutely needed to.
People who profess practice in magic frighten me because they open themselves up to the spirit realm, often without the armor and protection of God. The bible speaks about donning that armor and for me it is more than just metaphors. I used to have dreams about demons trying to break past the shields that our guardian angels set around us. I've seen people intentionally trap and hand over to demons their angels in exchange for temporary worldly powers. I used to walk from one world to another where the laws of nature that governed each changed as we passed through the gates. Some were hell realms where the battle of good and evil were fought and evil won. I've also seen worlds most people would say was heaven. I called them sanctuaries where dreams warriors could rest and not worry about being attacked , tempted, or ambushed by demons.
Earth is a battle field and we do not know who will win.
I write all this on the eve of my baptism, because I know that this is a milestone in my life and it opens up another phase. I am only beginning to see what that means. The powers that God took away from me when I was a child are returning and I'm not sure if I'm ready for it. Seeing a world full of demons is a frightening thing and very distracted. Perhaps I could have handled the incident yesterday better if I wasn't distracted by vision of a demon whispering in her ear. Its been a while since I've had this waking visions.
I wrote this poem in High School. I pray that the other things in my dreams don't necessary come true, but I am resigned because I hear God telling me that they will. Its not good knowing future events because you really don't understand them until they are happening. its all out of context and can be a big distraction which is what Satan want to do, distract us from God's purpose. Well I hope I'm able to get whoever I'm suppose to in this world to sanctuary, I hate it when the demons get them and they die.
So C** you interested in producing a play based on my dream (and there are some weird ones) once they are written. though I won't tell everyone that I actually believe it is happening now, most people will take it metaphorically anyways. If they can't see it, it doesn't exist. Right?
In all my visions I had a guardian angel to explain things to me and a teacher to help me reflect on incidents. In this world I believe you seven are my guardian angels and teachers.
Ok I don't feel the pressing need to write anymore. I'm going back to bed
AnandaHya
PS J that was one of the reason I questioned you so much in high school, my dream teachers always tested my faith to make sure it was strong enough for the challenges ahead.
They Sit Back and Laugh
Sept 1998
How can we control the demons with in?
I look into your eyes
and see the creature that possesses you
the anger that engulfs you
the rage that contorts your face.
Part of me whimpers, but
out of some dark corner of my mind,
my own demon emerges to meet yours
They sit back and laugh
while words are flung and eyes are blackened.
Sad, how easily Man gives into the voices in the dark.
How can we control the demons within,
when they control us?
do you remember the prayer I said the morning of my baptism? that was a big deal for me. i never spoke in front of a church before, never prayed in public.
well here is from my journal:
Dear Lord: I pray to you on the eve of my baptism. I see myself before the congregation praying and santifying the church grounds and building, claiming the people as children of God and casting out demons from them and the church. I hear Bible verses echoing in my head. that if you cast out demons and do not fill the hole with the Holy Spirit you will simply multiply the person's problems, because seven will come in its place.
Therefore, i pray that you give me the courage to be your vessal and speak your message to your people.
What I acutally said:
Lord I am your humble servant and though i do not like public speaking, i feel called to pray on the eve of my baptism. this church has gone through rough times, but that is water under the bridge. Lord I pray now to cast out those demons and all others that may haunt this place of worship, because this is God's house and I do now speak it. For God has told us the power of the spoken word. It can damn or save us, so guard your tongues my brethren and watch your back because if you are not filled with the Holy Spirit your troubles will now multiply for in the Bible it states that if you cast out demons from a man and he does not accept Jesus to live in his heart, then he has no protection against the 7 demons that one who was cast out will bring to plague him.
Therefore, come to the cross and speak with the deacons about obtaining the armor of God.
Tuesday September 28, 2010 11:51 PM
It seems like God is baptizing the Brunswick county. WECT news states the following:
Historical Wilmington, NC Rainfall - Sept. 26-30, 2010
WILMINGTON, NC - On the morning of Sunday, September 26, 2010, the Cape Fear region was in the midst of a moderate drought. The 29.96 inches of precipitation that had accumulated at the Wilmington airport so far in 2010 was well below the normal of 45.92 inches. Most of this deficit built up during the tropical season, when the eastern Carolinas typically experience their wettest months. In September, the Wilmington airport had received only 0.18" of rainfall up to that point...making it the third driest September on record.Things were about to change.
In the Caribbean, a broad area of disturbed weather and disorganized low pressure lingered behind the recently dissipated Tropical Storm Matthew. At the same time, a cold front had made it's way across the Appalachian Mountains, and by Sunday night had become a stationary boundary stalled over the eastern Carolinas while a wave of low pressure was beginning to develop along this boundary over Georgia.
Surface Analysis at 00z Monday, September 27th.
In the mid and upper levels of the atmosphere, a closed low pressure was digging across western Tennessee. This created a region of diffluence aloft which aided in enhancing lift and increasing rainfall rates over the Carolinas. Closed lows tend to move very slowly since they are basically removed from the zonal winds...and this would allow the moisture stream to sit over the southeast for the entire week.
Water Vapor Analysis at 00z Monday, September 27th.
This surface stationary boundary would remain almost directly across the region through the week and function as a conveyor belt on which waves of low pressure would ripple and advect tremendous amounts of tropical moisture into the region. These waves were subsequently pulled westward by the influence of the upper low which allowed each one to impact the same areas across the Eastern Carolinas. In addition...Tropical Storm Nicole would form near Cuba. Although she would dissipate rapidly...her remnant copiuos moisture would act to aid in the tremendous rainfall across the region.The stage was set for a prolonged rain event which would bring the most rain to the area since Hurricane Floyd in September 1999.
I wonder if it has anything to do with my baptism on Sunday and my prayer that God send down His angels and make this area a Sanctuary unto the glory of His name. So that we might be a light unto the world and that He might delight in the works of our hands.
I throw down the sword of battle and declared war on the enemy, because though people often choose to ignore it there is a war going on between Good and Evil. The battleground is our hearts and minds, and the prize is our souls.
Some people wonder at the existence of Satan. I do not for I have meet Him often. The most terrifying thing I found about him was his beauty and the fact He mouth never uttered a falsehood. Unlike his minions he only spoke the truth. However, he often lied by omission, and his goal was to win mastery over your soul so he can have a new bauble with which to play with. For to him we are merely amusing toy things to throw into the face of our Father God.
Satan is like cancer. He used to be part of God, before he was casted off. Cancer is when your bodies normal cells no longer follow the rules and boundaries which nature (God) set for them. I see ways that humanity is becoming a cancer to the world, and I worry for its survival.
So believe what you want but I know God works miracles, I saw cherubim in those rain clouds fighting the demons.
If you still question the anointing of God in my life then let me share you a testimony that you witness yourself. It is what made me stop questioning and finally accepting my spiritual gift of prophecy believe it or not its between you and God.
September 25, 2010 Saturday 2 am
I feel compiled by God to write this down, and following the examples of the prophets. I bow to His wishes, even though I'd rather be sleeping or painting.
Words do not come naturally to me, often I'm struck mum and not able to voice a single thought, but everyone knows that when God tells you to do something you do it. Perhaps I can incorporate this experience into my Modern Day Christ Skits I'm trying to write and create a drama team to travel to different churches and perform.
It is based on an experience I had this morning that I still do not fully comprehend the meaning to. I believe in signs and messages from God and that they can often take unexpected forms. When I was a child I used to see angels and demons floating around people. I was young and thought everyone was like me and could see them too. After several strange and hostile responses I stop speaking about it to people, because they either didn't believe me or thought I was possessed by demons. However, after in depth studies of the Bible (one of the reasons I majored in Religious Studies at UNCG) I found similar accounts to my own experiences and realized that it was a gift from God. At eight years old, convinced that I was insane and that hearing voices and seeing things that others could not see was NOT NORMAL and at that age we all just wanted to fit in and be accepted. I asked God to take that gift away from me and only show me the spiritual realm when I absolutely needed to.
People who profess practice in magic frighten me because they open themselves up to the spirit realm, often without the armor and protection of God. The bible speaks about donning that armor and for me it is more than just metaphors. I used to have dreams about demons trying to break past the shields that our guardian angels set around us. I've seen people intentionally trap and hand over to demons their angels in exchange for temporary worldly powers. I used to walk from one world to another where the laws of nature that governed each changed as we passed through the gates. Some were hell realms where the battle of good and evil were fought and evil won. I've also seen worlds most people would say was heaven. I called them sanctuaries where dreams warriors could rest and not worry about being attacked , tempted, or ambushed by demons.
Earth is a battle field and we do not know who will win.
I write all this on the eve of my baptism, because I know that this is a milestone in my life and it opens up another phase. I am only beginning to see what that means. The powers that God took away from me when I was a child are returning and I'm not sure if I'm ready for it. Seeing a world full of demons is a frightening thing and very distracted. Perhaps I could have handled the incident yesterday better if I wasn't distracted by vision of a demon whispering in her ear. Its been a while since I've had this waking visions.
I wrote this poem in High School. I pray that the other things in my dreams don't necessary come true, but I am resigned because I hear God telling me that they will. Its not good knowing future events because you really don't understand them until they are happening. its all out of context and can be a big distraction which is what Satan want to do, distract us from God's purpose. Well I hope I'm able to get whoever I'm suppose to in this world to sanctuary, I hate it when the demons get them and they die.
So C** you interested in producing a play based on my dream (and there are some weird ones) once they are written. though I won't tell everyone that I actually believe it is happening now, most people will take it metaphorically anyways. If they can't see it, it doesn't exist. Right?
In all my visions I had a guardian angel to explain things to me and a teacher to help me reflect on incidents. In this world I believe you seven are my guardian angels and teachers.
Ok I don't feel the pressing need to write anymore. I'm going back to bed
AnandaHya
PS J that was one of the reason I questioned you so much in high school, my dream teachers always tested my faith to make sure it was strong enough for the challenges ahead.
They Sit Back and Laugh
Sept 1998
How can we control the demons with in?
I look into your eyes
and see the creature that possesses you
the anger that engulfs you
the rage that contorts your face.
Part of me whimpers, but
out of some dark corner of my mind,
my own demon emerges to meet yours
They sit back and laugh
while words are flung and eyes are blackened.
Sad, how easily Man gives into the voices in the dark.
How can we control the demons within,
when they control us?
do you remember the prayer I said the morning of my baptism? that was a big deal for me. i never spoke in front of a church before, never prayed in public.
well here is from my journal:
Dear Lord: I pray to you on the eve of my baptism. I see myself before the congregation praying and santifying the church grounds and building, claiming the people as children of God and casting out demons from them and the church. I hear Bible verses echoing in my head. that if you cast out demons and do not fill the hole with the Holy Spirit you will simply multiply the person's problems, because seven will come in its place.
Therefore, i pray that you give me the courage to be your vessal and speak your message to your people.
What I acutally said:
Lord I am your humble servant and though i do not like public speaking, i feel called to pray on the eve of my baptism. this church has gone through rough times, but that is water under the bridge. Lord I pray now to cast out those demons and all others that may haunt this place of worship, because this is God's house and I do now speak it. For God has told us the power of the spoken word. It can damn or save us, so guard your tongues my brethren and watch your back because if you are not filled with the Holy Spirit your troubles will now multiply for in the Bible it states that if you cast out demons from a man and he does not accept Jesus to live in his heart, then he has no protection against the 7 demons that one who was cast out will bring to plague him.
Therefore, come to the cross and speak with the deacons about obtaining the armor of God.
Tuesday September 28, 2010 11:51 PM
It seems like God is baptizing the Brunswick county. WECT news states the following:
Historical Wilmington, NC Rainfall - Sept. 26-30, 2010
WILMINGTON, NC - On the morning of Sunday, September 26, 2010, the Cape Fear region was in the midst of a moderate drought. The 29.96 inches of precipitation that had accumulated at the Wilmington airport so far in 2010 was well below the normal of 45.92 inches. Most of this deficit built up during the tropical season, when the eastern Carolinas typically experience their wettest months. In September, the Wilmington airport had received only 0.18" of rainfall up to that point...making it the third driest September on record.Things were about to change.
In the Caribbean, a broad area of disturbed weather and disorganized low pressure lingered behind the recently dissipated Tropical Storm Matthew. At the same time, a cold front had made it's way across the Appalachian Mountains, and by Sunday night had become a stationary boundary stalled over the eastern Carolinas while a wave of low pressure was beginning to develop along this boundary over Georgia.
Surface Analysis at 00z Monday, September 27th.
In the mid and upper levels of the atmosphere, a closed low pressure was digging across western Tennessee. This created a region of diffluence aloft which aided in enhancing lift and increasing rainfall rates over the Carolinas. Closed lows tend to move very slowly since they are basically removed from the zonal winds...and this would allow the moisture stream to sit over the southeast for the entire week.
Water Vapor Analysis at 00z Monday, September 27th.
This surface stationary boundary would remain almost directly across the region through the week and function as a conveyor belt on which waves of low pressure would ripple and advect tremendous amounts of tropical moisture into the region. These waves were subsequently pulled westward by the influence of the upper low which allowed each one to impact the same areas across the Eastern Carolinas. In addition...Tropical Storm Nicole would form near Cuba. Although she would dissipate rapidly...her remnant copiuos moisture would act to aid in the tremendous rainfall across the region.The stage was set for a prolonged rain event which would bring the most rain to the area since Hurricane Floyd in September 1999.
I wonder if it has anything to do with my baptism on Sunday and my prayer that God send down His angels and make this area a Sanctuary unto the glory of His name. So that we might be a light unto the world and that He might delight in the works of our hands.
I throw down the sword of battle and declared war on the enemy, because though people often choose to ignore it there is a war going on between Good and Evil. The battleground is our hearts and minds, and the prize is our souls.
Some people wonder at the existence of Satan. I do not for I have meet Him often. The most terrifying thing I found about him was his beauty and the fact He mouth never uttered a falsehood. Unlike his minions he only spoke the truth. However, he often lied by omission, and his goal was to win mastery over your soul so he can have a new bauble with which to play with. For to him we are merely amusing toy things to throw into the face of our Father God.
Satan is like cancer. He used to be part of God, before he was casted off. Cancer is when your bodies normal cells no longer follow the rules and boundaries which nature (God) set for them. I see ways that humanity is becoming a cancer to the world, and I worry for its survival.
So believe what you want but I know God works miracles, I saw cherubim in those rain clouds fighting the demons.
