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Hey everyone my name is Anna and I just joined this site and I thought the best way for everyone to get to know me is by my giving my testimony.
First off I got saved in 2000 I was 10 years old during that time I was convicted and only wanted to serve God but when you get in the teen years its harder to do that as I got older I just went further and further away from God ended up doing drugs and drinking but that wasnt the worst part I met this guy actually on this site before they changed it and we talked all the time and he was my bestfriend and had gotten me out of the things i was doing so finally we ended up talking on the phone and we became a couple and he came to visit me from Michigan and everything was really wonderful and every couple of months he would come down we were in love but all the emotions mostly went towards eachother instead of God, well after awhile it was just getting harder and harder to talk on the phone
and never being able to see eachother and we were always fighting about something and we had givin into our lusts. well then he had told me that it was just to hard for us to be apart all the time and at this point all i wanted was him and i wanted to be together forever whatever it took so the next time he visited me I snuck out of my house at 2 in the morning and ran away with him and at this time he had moved to SC. I had completely broken my parents and they came after and followed us when i finally met up with them after all that they gave me a choice either i could stay there and live in sin or i could come home and not lose them forever.... Well because all I wanted was to be with the person I loved so much and because i thought he loved me back i stayed. And was there for 3 months and my parents had stopped talking to me... Ocober5th we had been together a year and he asked me to marry him
2 weeks after that we had been fighting and he told me he didnt love after all I had givin up for him
so I left and came back home and sence being home i've realized all the things he had done to me on the outside, inside, spiritually and mentally he abused me so much and I guess when you become so drawn to one person and so attached you never really see it till its over.
but anyway after all of this all I'm looking for is what God wants of me and all I'm searching for is a good life
I never would have made if God hadnt been pushing on me the whole time but now I have my family back and people who really do love me.
First off I got saved in 2000 I was 10 years old during that time I was convicted and only wanted to serve God but when you get in the teen years its harder to do that as I got older I just went further and further away from God ended up doing drugs and drinking but that wasnt the worst part I met this guy actually on this site before they changed it and we talked all the time and he was my bestfriend and had gotten me out of the things i was doing so finally we ended up talking on the phone and we became a couple and he came to visit me from Michigan and everything was really wonderful and every couple of months he would come down we were in love but all the emotions mostly went towards eachother instead of God, well after awhile it was just getting harder and harder to talk on the phone
and never being able to see eachother and we were always fighting about something and we had givin into our lusts. well then he had told me that it was just to hard for us to be apart all the time and at this point all i wanted was him and i wanted to be together forever whatever it took so the next time he visited me I snuck out of my house at 2 in the morning and ran away with him and at this time he had moved to SC. I had completely broken my parents and they came after and followed us when i finally met up with them after all that they gave me a choice either i could stay there and live in sin or i could come home and not lose them forever.... Well because all I wanted was to be with the person I loved so much and because i thought he loved me back i stayed. And was there for 3 months and my parents had stopped talking to me... Ocober5th we had been together a year and he asked me to marry him
2 weeks after that we had been fighting and he told me he didnt love after all I had givin up for him
so I left and came back home and sence being home i've realized all the things he had done to me on the outside, inside, spiritually and mentally he abused me so much and I guess when you become so drawn to one person and so attached you never really see it till its over.
but anyway after all of this all I'm looking for is what God wants of me and all I'm searching for is a good life
I never would have made if God hadnt been pushing on me the whole time but now I have my family back and people who really do love me.