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i was saved in christ, with his grace, praaise God
when i was mooving i am observing the people in my ministry.
actually where there is no ministry i started there only,
i worked hard, with tears, with struggles, with fastings i established a ministry in many villages by doing hard work for 15 years..
i gathered few people Orphans from 15 years age and trained them and i make them as evangelists, i have solomnized their marriages by bringing girls. i supported them for many years.
recently my mom is felt in heart attack,. my sister (who is husband left) is got mental shock, so faced too much troubles in economical standards. and also i felt in sickness.
i failed to support the youth guys who were supported by me for many years, with my hardships..
they mingled with the village church, which one i sent them for work, they suddenly stopped to come to me., i faced lot of touble so i failed to support them.. what can i do? i am a faith servant..
suddenly the eveangelists went to some other missions and churches and joined with them.. this is made me hurt in my heart. i desired their love in my hardships, not money..
now i am 48 years, i worked for them for 15years.. i got tears in my heart. i treeted them as my elder brothers and children. when some body asked them in this matter, their reply is we are suffering for our food so what can we do?
i went to God in this matter, Lord i gave you all in my life, i left my job and my left her job to do your service, why our people are leaving me? i asked and shouted and cry in Lord's presence,,
do you know what God is said to me
1. be with my heart like how i am loving you,
2. that's why i said to you don't trust people than me..
3. why are you expecting you? a goodness from you like what i have put in your heart?
suddenly i stopped to cry and feel, NOW I AM REJOICING TO DO MORE SERVICE TO OTHER PEOPLE AGAIN.
WELCOME TO SERVE ALONG WITH ME..
when i was mooving i am observing the people in my ministry.
actually where there is no ministry i started there only,
i worked hard, with tears, with struggles, with fastings i established a ministry in many villages by doing hard work for 15 years..
i gathered few people Orphans from 15 years age and trained them and i make them as evangelists, i have solomnized their marriages by bringing girls. i supported them for many years.
recently my mom is felt in heart attack,. my sister (who is husband left) is got mental shock, so faced too much troubles in economical standards. and also i felt in sickness.
i failed to support the youth guys who were supported by me for many years, with my hardships..
they mingled with the village church, which one i sent them for work, they suddenly stopped to come to me., i faced lot of touble so i failed to support them.. what can i do? i am a faith servant..
suddenly the eveangelists went to some other missions and churches and joined with them.. this is made me hurt in my heart. i desired their love in my hardships, not money..
now i am 48 years, i worked for them for 15years.. i got tears in my heart. i treeted them as my elder brothers and children. when some body asked them in this matter, their reply is we are suffering for our food so what can we do?
i went to God in this matter, Lord i gave you all in my life, i left my job and my left her job to do your service, why our people are leaving me? i asked and shouted and cry in Lord's presence,,
do you know what God is said to me
1. be with my heart like how i am loving you,
2. that's why i said to you don't trust people than me..
3. why are you expecting you? a goodness from you like what i have put in your heart?
suddenly i stopped to cry and feel, NOW I AM REJOICING TO DO MORE SERVICE TO OTHER PEOPLE AGAIN.
WELCOME TO SERVE ALONG WITH ME..