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Once i went to Kothapet village on my work, where i am doing ministry. while i am enterd the village, i got a news on a couple suicide matter. i know them from few years.. i know that man from his teenage.. recently he is married a girl and living well. He is running a cycle shop with a few workers also.. Suddenly he is died with his young wife withing one year after his marriage. This made me shock to my heart. I ran to his home to see him, he and his wife are falldown on the land before his home.. they are died.. I shocked well, he is 25 years and his wife is 20 only. I got the tears in to my eyes. i am failed to identify the Lord's will.
i started to think on his soul matter, i went to his cycle shop for my son cycle repaire. I made talk with him many times. This is not happy for me. And suddenly Lord is started to talk to me, Joshi, what is your responsibility in this family deaths? i struggled to make a reply to my Lord and to my heart also. i went to home to cry before Lord, i noticed that i failed in gospel work regarding his and his wife soul. i accepted this struggle and my failurity before my church people in a meeting.
He is originally from Hindu religion.. He don't know anything on Salvation. We made preaching on roads at his home side also. We don't know this purticular person is got the gospel or not.. so what to do? This is helpless to explain the struggle in my heart, if i am choosen by God if i am serving on his call, i am with the responsibility of souls in family, near&dear, relatives, and in our surrounding area people. we can not win the whole world for christ, are we are not with the burden for our people? This made me strong struggle and i felt in sad. i realized in my heart to do more work. one day i have to give the account to God on our work..
With that i started to think on this matter, Lord has given some plan to make a home to home gospel team work. for only to reach the all people in our surrounding people.. i request suggestions
thank you
i started to think on his soul matter, i went to his cycle shop for my son cycle repaire. I made talk with him many times. This is not happy for me. And suddenly Lord is started to talk to me, Joshi, what is your responsibility in this family deaths? i struggled to make a reply to my Lord and to my heart also. i went to home to cry before Lord, i noticed that i failed in gospel work regarding his and his wife soul. i accepted this struggle and my failurity before my church people in a meeting.
He is originally from Hindu religion.. He don't know anything on Salvation. We made preaching on roads at his home side also. We don't know this purticular person is got the gospel or not.. so what to do? This is helpless to explain the struggle in my heart, if i am choosen by God if i am serving on his call, i am with the responsibility of souls in family, near&dear, relatives, and in our surrounding area people. we can not win the whole world for christ, are we are not with the burden for our people? This made me strong struggle and i felt in sad. i realized in my heart to do more work. one day i have to give the account to God on our work..
With that i started to think on this matter, Lord has given some plan to make a home to home gospel team work. for only to reach the all people in our surrounding people.. i request suggestions
thank you