tis not about me ;)

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Abing

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nope. not about me, you or whoever. ima post something about what i found beyond it all

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yes thats a blank. that was my life. twas pointless. i mean, nothing was going on. all i ever knew was that. i was born, i need to finish my studies, get a job and see what happens until i die.
ive just been playing with my thoughts for like 16 years.

the thing is.. when i opened a new chapter of my life.. tragedies happen all at once, and i was like 'woah' to see that i was totally wrong.... i never realized there was something beyond the sunset.. beyond the endless rainbows, and the rainy days, beyond the morning scent of the flowers.. there was something i couldn't explain. it's not fiction. it's real. and i didnt realize it in just one day, i had to spend 16 years wondering... and 1 year of tragedy. ma family, faced a really big rock-- and i thought it was the beginning of somthing thats gonna change forever. i was right, twas gonna change everything, but wrong about how its gonna be.. i thought of more like being independent.. i thought of thinking about myself and finding ways to survive and reach a goal i ddint even know... a goal i forced myself to set just to have something going on. just to be different, like everyone else on earth..

but what happen was way beyond what ive imagined.. everyone in the family was trapped in a dark empty room with no way out.. ive used everything i learned from school just to find out what in the world was happening. ive thought of all the ways i could think of...but .. none of these nonsense made any sense at all...something that was beyond my consciousness broke all the walls.. and showed us the light..

after that particular tragedy, my life was never the same..

i started to feel something different..i learned that there is SomeOne beyond everything... and He was imcomparable, and indescribable, and that forever wasnt enough to measure His beauty. and that I, myself, was just a tiny spect.. a small spot in an endless sea of wonders..

the first thing i didnt understand was, how in the world did He hear my cry? and why did He listen to someone sinful like me?
when I thought of all the foolishness i made,, i was like .. ' wow '. ..
and well HE showed me the answer to my questions.. HE heard my cry cuz all this time, He's been listening to me.. and HE listened to me cuz HE heard my cry.. I was on His mind.. even before I knew Him.. and the best thing was that HE saved me cuz HE wanted me to be with HIM... and HE's gonna show me all the beauty of His glory..

HE was there... HE is and will always be there.. Beyond everything I could see.. or imagine

When i started knowing Him.. i didnt realize i wasnt reading the same chapter anymore
.. i'm reading a whole new book!! with new thick cover!! and white pages.. and every page is a new story.. with His grace and mercy.

tis not gonna be easy.. but not gonna be the same anymore. cuz now i'm not alone.. tis not pointlesss anymore.. I have a purpose! I was made for something! and now my goal is clear!! He is waiting for me :D
 
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Abing

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#2
oops forgive me for some typing errors again :D
 
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roaringkitten

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#3
That was a WONDERFUL testimony Abby.....God is prodding all hearts to turn to Him for forgiveness and grace........You are precious in His sight....He sees beyond the filth and junk in our lives.....You're a great friend, and a blessing to this CC community!=)....*hugs*
 
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Abing

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#4
hehehhe.. all glory be to God alone :D for all the good things He has done :D God bless ya kitty
 
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heyitsme

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#5
I have a prayer that God send at least one person a day that he through me will encourage to keep going on and that he will show forth his glory in all the earth to be a light before us leading us into all truth. That the things of this current life are not what they seem to be, but are part of God's Amazing Plan to bring Reconciliation to us through The Christ! That all make know him personally in a way that we really might not know each other. You Are trully Amazing and Wonderfully Made! Each and every one of you different but showing the Glory of The Lord by the Spirit that dwells in you!The things that happen in life wether good, bad or seemably bad do not just happen, but are there for us to learn and grow in him and to encourage others that We Will Make It! Because Christ was Born, Lived and Died for us so That we through his shed Blood(God's Perfect Sacrifice), Have Hope that we can show the world! He asked Abraham to sacrifice Issac to see Abraham's faithfullness, and in doing this he made me see that God will never ask you to do something that he himself isn't willing to do and has done himself.
So, Today you are an Answer to a Prayer that I Prayed many years ago!
Greg
 
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dutchpuppy

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#6
I enjoyed reading your testimony! Thanks for sharing, Abing!
 
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Abing

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#7
oh well.. ehheh here is where i wanna put my 1000th post :D

This is for YOU
I can't do anything without YOU
for YOU NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!

Jesus is my Lord and Savior :)