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nope. not about me, you or whoever. ima post something about what i found beyond it all
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yes thats a blank. that was my life. twas pointless. i mean, nothing was going on. all i ever knew was that. i was born, i need to finish my studies, get a job and see what happens until i die.
ive just been playing with my thoughts for like 16 years.
the thing is.. when i opened a new chapter of my life.. tragedies happen all at once, and i was like 'woah' to see that i was totally wrong.... i never realized there was something beyond the sunset.. beyond the endless rainbows, and the rainy days, beyond the morning scent of the flowers.. there was something i couldn't explain. it's not fiction. it's real. and i didnt realize it in just one day, i had to spend 16 years wondering... and 1 year of tragedy. ma family, faced a really big rock-- and i thought it was the beginning of somthing thats gonna change forever. i was right, twas gonna change everything, but wrong about how its gonna be.. i thought of more like being independent.. i thought of thinking about myself and finding ways to survive and reach a goal i ddint even know... a goal i forced myself to set just to have something going on. just to be different, like everyone else on earth..
but what happen was way beyond what ive imagined.. everyone in the family was trapped in a dark empty room with no way out.. ive used everything i learned from school just to find out what in the world was happening. ive thought of all the ways i could think of...but .. none of these nonsense made any sense at all...something that was beyond my consciousness broke all the walls.. and showed us the light..
after that particular tragedy, my life was never the same..
i started to feel something different..i learned that there is SomeOne beyond everything... and He was imcomparable, and indescribable, and that forever wasnt enough to measure His beauty. and that I, myself, was just a tiny spect.. a small spot in an endless sea of wonders..
the first thing i didnt understand was, how in the world did He hear my cry? and why did He listen to someone sinful like me?
when I thought of all the foolishness i made,, i was like .. ' wow '. ..
and well HE showed me the answer to my questions.. HE heard my cry cuz all this time, He's been listening to me.. and HE listened to me cuz HE heard my cry.. I was on His mind.. even before I knew Him.. and the best thing was that HE saved me cuz HE wanted me to be with HIM... and HE's gonna show me all the beauty of His glory..
HE was there... HE is and will always be there.. Beyond everything I could see.. or imagine
When i started knowing Him.. i didnt realize i wasnt reading the same chapter anymore
.. i'm reading a whole new book!! with new thick cover!! and white pages.. and every page is a new story.. with His grace and mercy.
tis not gonna be easy.. but not gonna be the same anymore. cuz now i'm not alone.. tis not pointlesss anymore.. I have a purpose! I was made for something! and now my goal is clear!! He is waiting for me
______________________________
yes thats a blank. that was my life. twas pointless. i mean, nothing was going on. all i ever knew was that. i was born, i need to finish my studies, get a job and see what happens until i die.
ive just been playing with my thoughts for like 16 years.
the thing is.. when i opened a new chapter of my life.. tragedies happen all at once, and i was like 'woah' to see that i was totally wrong.... i never realized there was something beyond the sunset.. beyond the endless rainbows, and the rainy days, beyond the morning scent of the flowers.. there was something i couldn't explain. it's not fiction. it's real. and i didnt realize it in just one day, i had to spend 16 years wondering... and 1 year of tragedy. ma family, faced a really big rock-- and i thought it was the beginning of somthing thats gonna change forever. i was right, twas gonna change everything, but wrong about how its gonna be.. i thought of more like being independent.. i thought of thinking about myself and finding ways to survive and reach a goal i ddint even know... a goal i forced myself to set just to have something going on. just to be different, like everyone else on earth..
but what happen was way beyond what ive imagined.. everyone in the family was trapped in a dark empty room with no way out.. ive used everything i learned from school just to find out what in the world was happening. ive thought of all the ways i could think of...but .. none of these nonsense made any sense at all...something that was beyond my consciousness broke all the walls.. and showed us the light..
after that particular tragedy, my life was never the same..
i started to feel something different..i learned that there is SomeOne beyond everything... and He was imcomparable, and indescribable, and that forever wasnt enough to measure His beauty. and that I, myself, was just a tiny spect.. a small spot in an endless sea of wonders..
the first thing i didnt understand was, how in the world did He hear my cry? and why did He listen to someone sinful like me?
when I thought of all the foolishness i made,, i was like .. ' wow '. ..
and well HE showed me the answer to my questions.. HE heard my cry cuz all this time, He's been listening to me.. and HE listened to me cuz HE heard my cry.. I was on His mind.. even before I knew Him.. and the best thing was that HE saved me cuz HE wanted me to be with HIM... and HE's gonna show me all the beauty of His glory..
HE was there... HE is and will always be there.. Beyond everything I could see.. or imagine
When i started knowing Him.. i didnt realize i wasnt reading the same chapter anymore
.. i'm reading a whole new book!! with new thick cover!! and white pages.. and every page is a new story.. with His grace and mercy.
tis not gonna be easy.. but not gonna be the same anymore. cuz now i'm not alone.. tis not pointlesss anymore.. I have a purpose! I was made for something! and now my goal is clear!! He is waiting for me