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ok, so i am eighteen years old. and i have for the past six years suffered from some sort of mental illness, like depression, but not exactly. i actually have borderline personality disorder. i was also a really bad cutter during those years...
well, one day, i decided i was completely done with life. i took 75 tylenol right before school. needless to say it made me very very sick. and i was taken out of school in an ambulance and had to have my stomache pumped. my pastor came to see me right after that and he prayed with me. (he has literally been there for me at the worst of times, when even my own family refused to be there.) i spent the next week in the icu... and then was sent to a psych hospital for a few more weeks.
after returning home from there, i went to my psychiatrist who refused to give me medications before he tested my liver. he told me that there is no way i should be alive. and if i was alive that i should basically be in a vegetable state.
the tests came back, and my whole body is functioning normally. i know i wouldnt be alive right now if it werent for god. he is so good. im actually crying right now as im writing this.
well, one day, i decided i was completely done with life. i took 75 tylenol right before school. needless to say it made me very very sick. and i was taken out of school in an ambulance and had to have my stomache pumped. my pastor came to see me right after that and he prayed with me. (he has literally been there for me at the worst of times, when even my own family refused to be there.) i spent the next week in the icu... and then was sent to a psych hospital for a few more weeks.
after returning home from there, i went to my psychiatrist who refused to give me medications before he tested my liver. he told me that there is no way i should be alive. and if i was alive that i should basically be in a vegetable state.
the tests came back, and my whole body is functioning normally. i know i wouldnt be alive right now if it werent for god. he is so good. im actually crying right now as im writing this.