Raped

"I got into drinking and stuff and ended up spending the night at a guys house whom I hardly knew."

^ Houston, I think we've located the problem.

As I said in my story, I have stopped that sort of stuff so lucky it isn't a problem anymore

Now I'm a youth leader at my church and fully involved in missionary.

You're a 15 yr old youth leader?

I know what it's like. I was raped eleven times. But you've been able to forgive, I haven't.

Hi, I'm only 15 and I have a story that I've hardly shared with anyone but I think it could encourage someone and I feel comfortable sharing it with people like you guys, so, here it goes.
December last year (I was only14) I got into drinking and stuff and ended up spending the night at a guys house whom I hardly knew.. When we got to his house, he gave me a drink and had obviously put something in the drink and I couldn't remember the rest of the night, all I know is I woke up the next morning at a youth leaders house from my church.
After this I became fully committed to serving god, I absolutely fell I love with God all over again and let go. Of the past, but something happened, the guy who's house I slept at that December night got hold of me and decided to tell me what really happened that night, we had sex.. He had put something In my drink and I was unconscious when he raped me. He was apologizing so much and I couldn't say anything, I just stood there shocked with. The phone in my hand not knowing what to do.
Purity was something I always held onto so tightly, and I had just found out that it was stolen from me by someone I hardly knew.
I didn't press charges against him, I chose to forgive him, and I turned to god, whereas a year ago I would've turned to drugs, alcohol and hurting myself. I know that God can make me pure again, and that he forgives me and does not condemn me for any of this, his grace is HUGE, bigger than what I went through.
Now I'm a youth leader at my church and fully involved in missionary I strive to show people how Jesus flipped my life around. There's so much more to my story, but I felt that what I said above was enough for now.
Jesus? Yup, he saves.

Paige... I appreciate your story. I Do have some questions, and because this is an open forum I do not want you to answer the questions in the forum OKAY? I am asking the questions o the open forum because I think you and others readers could potentially benefit. So again... please DO NOT answer any questions with private information or details to the forum
The story says you were 14 when this happened, that is very young but regardless of being drugged and not aware of what was happening... you SHOULD have been able to notice something different about your lady parts the next day. Did you ?
The story says the boy TOLD you what happened, otherwise you would not have known. IF the boy is telling you the truth... you can be examined to determine if his story is true. Did you get examined?
If purity is precious to you... you should not believe you had this experience just because someone told it to you...you should have some proof or evidence, so you aren't believing an untruth about yourself. Have you any evidence?
Telling us that you chose to forgive is good for you spiritually. But overlooking the crime of rape... is good for NO ONE, not you, not society and not that boy. Th scriptures are clear about the importance of appropriate and just punishment for criminal offense. Have you ever spoken to an adult in leadership at your church who is informed about abuse and crimes against women? If not I think you should.
Continue to study the scriptures... and grow in Christ.