I could never lead my own life when I could not even move one follower. The silence of God, the presence of Jesus, and the guiding force of the Holy Spirit. I have worked so hard to physically see that I spiritually bleed. I alone gain from the weeping of my soul, indeed my soul is poisoned. I must bleed it out until the poison is cleansed. So I bleed alone in a dark and forgetful place. I shall bleed until my soul is reborn anew righteous and Holy. I shall not wander out of my place lest I be tasked a mission. I shall be unmovable in this, lest another be tried. I shall step softly amongst the dead as not to stir what has been put to rest. I shall not fear death in life, nor life in death. Who is as God that can move me when I am so solidly grounded, if not God himself. When Jesus allowed himself to be removed from earth, he allowed so only to the blind, only to the deaf, and only to the lame. The Holy Spirit has guided me through the storm to Jesus, who then washed away my sin. God has silenced the voices of my trial, only to hear me tell him what he has been trying to tell me. God is good. God is great. And he alone, will decide my fate.
No more questions. Only answers.
Dear Lord, thanks be to you.
No more questions. Only answers.
Dear Lord, thanks be to you.