The only Conclusion I can die with.

To any one reading this in the future. I'm not proud of what I've done, I don't like or love hurting anyone or anything. I'm not weak for that. But if you are in a dark bad place, please forget about me. If you're in a better place, then I implore you see EVERYTHING that you can about my life. Use reason. Is there a good reason that I should be here? Talking to you from the past. Ahead of my time, confused because even the truth is hidden inside the light. I'm on a track, which way I'm going I have yet to figure out. All I know is I love the love in life. But not so much that I will interfere with another. If you have yet to find peace, I want no part in where you are, so let me rest with mine. Until you have things all figured out. And when you do, and you ask yourself, is it worth it to go through it all again. Ask yourself who had to answer that question before you. Because that one we call God said yes. Take a look around. It's yours. All you have to do is pay for it. Don't forget to cry for yourself as you look for reason. Because where's the reason now that you are all alone? If you're reading this. The answer is yes. You wanted this power all of your existence. You wanted to be able to save everyone. Everything. You ask us everyday for help. We can't help you. I can't help you. I'm not a trickster. I'm not a Demon. I'm not an Angel. I'm not satanic. I'm not Holy. I'm what you contemplate wanting all over again. All I have to say is thank you for the chance. And if it's not me reading this in the end of it all, then this is my truest testimony you shall have from me. Take some time in your own personal heaven to reason with yourself and feel it out. Don't worry, we're not really dead if you always have a choice. So if you ever feel alone and you hear my voice, take my good, and cut off my bad. I never really met mine, but God, I have what it takes to be a father.

As I read this I am not alone, as I share with you. The reason you are here, is because after God made me, He still had love He wanted to share, and you were one of those He made so He could share it. The secret of life is to let Him do it.

My children will no longer inherit such secrets. It is His will.

Only because His will allows you to reject His will. Is that what you plan? If so, how?

It is not my plan. It is His. Physicality is humane. Let us raise Jesus Christ. So that he can finally see.

Your response is not precise enough for me to go further than: There are many types of children in the Kingdom of God.

There are many places required his children must crawl through before they can learn to walk. My answer was precise, and even now I stand firm. Do not think that I myself will stop learning. Like all of His children. I am sheltered by Him.

No clue what you're talking about. Seemed rather incoherent.

You're seeing different shades of the same tree.

If no more precision is possible, the I know who the children are. I needed to make sure. The answer to the e-mail we exchanged will demonstrate if true.