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On 11-24-2008 i was in the hospital beacuse i had a concusion,
Well earlyer that day me and my brother were kinda arguing & were about
to fight, i was about to do something stupid & when i bent down to pick up something
my door fell on and hit my head & when i stand up i felt light headed
and fell then hit the otherside of my head againt the metal part of
my bed,
Next thing i know i hear my mom crying and praying really
loud to God,She prayed for him to forgive me, not to feel pain , asking for forgiveness for all of us, at first i taught i was dreaming and wanted to wake up but
i couldnt, i started getting scared beacuse no matter how much i tryed
i could not wake up then then i heard my mom say ambulance & right after
she sayed that i heard it, thats when i realized i wasnt dreaming.
i was kinda scared beacuse i dint know what was going on and then when
they told me i feel. i taught how if i was just sitting down on playing on the computer what did i get up
and fall...
Well when i was on the way to the hospital i remember the whole
way thinking please God Dont let me throw up please as long as
that dont happen im okay, its kinda funny out of all the things i
was just thinking that. ( since i have a phobia of that)
He heard my prayers i dint throw up,
At the hospital they took x-rays, and then told my mom everything was
okay and i could go home after they staple the cut in my head.
Honestly im glad that all that happend beacuse before that for the past
2 months or so i had felt dead inside i dint feel anything but everynow and then
just anger. nothing else. Now my mom, brother and me get along and
After that i felt super happy inside i dint have tha anger & deadness.
yeah i can still get a little upset but now i try not to let that turn into anger & i try to just not let it get to me, Right now i do have a certain problem that is stressin me out & in a way its not one i can avoid. Im keeping my faith in God.
That day i died my feelings & all that, & i was born again into a better person, now i read the bible more almost everyday, i have had maybe 1 or 2 days every 2 weeks or mont that i end up falling a sleep before reading the biblel. I try & go to church more, I have WAY more faith in God, i try to pray everyday, Try to respect my mom & brother & father, I have told others online & offline about God, i helped friends by telling them about God & helped one friend who was getting scratched by the devil pray & after that he dint get scratched that night anymore but sadly
i have not talk to him lately...
Proff that praying does help, God loves us. Sometimes he tries & tries to speak with us with words, gently being patient but sometimes we push it to far & he gets mad or a litlte aggrivated at us & even if he does he still cares us & loves us so he gives a hard pull towards him. He gave me a pull hard meaning that concusion & i am glad he did =) I have become closer to God & im not dead inside Now i am alive =D
Well earlyer that day me and my brother were kinda arguing & were about
to fight, i was about to do something stupid & when i bent down to pick up something
my door fell on and hit my head & when i stand up i felt light headed
and fell then hit the otherside of my head againt the metal part of
my bed,
Next thing i know i hear my mom crying and praying really
loud to God,She prayed for him to forgive me, not to feel pain , asking for forgiveness for all of us, at first i taught i was dreaming and wanted to wake up but
i couldnt, i started getting scared beacuse no matter how much i tryed
i could not wake up then then i heard my mom say ambulance & right after
she sayed that i heard it, thats when i realized i wasnt dreaming.
i was kinda scared beacuse i dint know what was going on and then when
they told me i feel. i taught how if i was just sitting down on playing on the computer what did i get up
and fall...
Well when i was on the way to the hospital i remember the whole
way thinking please God Dont let me throw up please as long as
that dont happen im okay, its kinda funny out of all the things i
was just thinking that. ( since i have a phobia of that)
He heard my prayers i dint throw up,
At the hospital they took x-rays, and then told my mom everything was
okay and i could go home after they staple the cut in my head.
Honestly im glad that all that happend beacuse before that for the past
2 months or so i had felt dead inside i dint feel anything but everynow and then
just anger. nothing else. Now my mom, brother and me get along and
After that i felt super happy inside i dint have tha anger & deadness.
yeah i can still get a little upset but now i try not to let that turn into anger & i try to just not let it get to me, Right now i do have a certain problem that is stressin me out & in a way its not one i can avoid. Im keeping my faith in God.
That day i died my feelings & all that, & i was born again into a better person, now i read the bible more almost everyday, i have had maybe 1 or 2 days every 2 weeks or mont that i end up falling a sleep before reading the biblel. I try & go to church more, I have WAY more faith in God, i try to pray everyday, Try to respect my mom & brother & father, I have told others online & offline about God, i helped friends by telling them about God & helped one friend who was getting scratched by the devil pray & after that he dint get scratched that night anymore but sadly
i have not talk to him lately...Proff that praying does help, God loves us. Sometimes he tries & tries to speak with us with words, gently being patient but sometimes we push it to far & he gets mad or a litlte aggrivated at us & even if he does he still cares us & loves us so he gives a hard pull towards him. He gave me a pull hard meaning that concusion & i am glad he did =) I have become closer to God & im not dead inside Now i am alive =D