I often hear testimonies where people are molested, victimized, abused, and etc. It is very rare that I hear testimony of a converted victimizer. It is easy to blame circumstances that are outside of your control, but what about those situations to which you are a willing participant or those you create. i shared a bit of my testimony a little while ago, but i want to go a bit more in depth to display how God's grace converts the most detestable of sinners(namely myself) for the sake of His glorious name. When I was 14, family member initiated a physical relationship with me. Though i did not initiate it I also did not reject it. This would make me seem like the victim, right? Only problem is that i was 14 and he was 8, or 9. I allowed this to take place. In my depravity i participated in vile acts, twisted lusts, and affections, and although this first time may have not been "my idea"i gave place to it and welcomed it until it became frequent. I initiated a physical relationship with his 11 year old female cousin and sister. I was the sick guy. The guy you ask how could anyone be that gross. i was him. This went on for two years but was just the precursor to a decade of bisexuality. i look back today and one part of me detests that i committed such heinous acts. the other part of me realizes that it makes the grace of God much more prevalent for if God could redeem a filthy wretch like me then He is certainly worth all glory, honor, and worship.
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I have a very dark past as well. Many people still try to drag me back down, but my faith is what keeps me strong. God Bless You. You're testimony touches me.