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I want to shout about what an amazing God we have. In 09 I was in a very tragic car accident with my family. We were on the freeway going home from a family get together when we were hit in the back of my suv by a drunk driver who fell asleep at the wheel. We flipped three times and finally stopped because we hit a large pole. We were upside down and all I could hear was my three yr old little girl screaming for me to get her and my nine yr old nephew screaming " were gonna die" over and over again. I didn't hear anything from my 4 yr old nephew but he had fallen asleep before the accident so I was just hoping that was the case. But sadly that wasnt the case, he died instanly at the scene. The driver was trying to get us all out but the car was too crushed. I was lossing consciousness but I was woken up by the scream of my older sister who arrived at the scence. By then the firemen were there and I heard them say that there were two dead bodies in the car. I tryed everything in my power to scream for help but nothing came out so I tryed again and the fireman seen me and was able to pull me out. I was airlifted to the near by hospital. They prepared my family for the worst but my family all prayed there hearts out for a miracle. I awoke in icu to two nurse talking about my accident, it was then that I found out my 4 yr old nephew didnt make it. The next five months were really hard to deal with. I found out I twisted my spine so I was now paralzed, so I had to relearn how to live everyday. When I finally got to go home I just fell into the worst depression ever. I fell so hard but I knew I had to stay strong for my daughter. So I was just going with the flow I wasnt really living. Then one day I get a call and this man tells me that my dad passed away. Thats what broke the camels back so to speak. For two days non stop I cryed and cryed and then on the third day I felt the presents of the Lord. See I knew God growning up and I was baptised as a kid but I never had a relationship with Him. That day I just felt this warmth all over me and it was like He was telling me to surrender to Him and He could help me with all my pain. Oh it was so beautiful I cant even describe it. After that I just surrendered to Him and I started my journey with Him. Now I have such a strong relationship with Him and I wish I wouldnt have waited so long to truely find Him because His love is like no other. I know if I would have died that night there was a good chance I would have ended up in hell. Not because I was a horrible person or anything but because I wasnt truely saved. Being saved is the only way Jesus said we could go to Heaven. Praise God for second chances. God bless you all on your journey with the Lord. And remember He could get you through anything all you have to do is ask and trust.
