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well when i was young me and my mom struggled and we never had a great relationship growing up when i was 4 i lost my grandpa and around 5 or 6 i took my first hit of weed of course i wasn't inhaling and me and my mom started drifting apart after that at 8-10 i started feeling lonely and wasn't able to understand why my friends could have Girls but i couldn't and so i starting doing things with guys including my cousin this was the main thing all the way until 13 i was an angry child at 13 i started getting pulled into porn N lust and everything else that goes with this and still doing stuff with guys and the dad that i called my dad got diagnosed with cancer to the liver and he died when i was 14 when he was suffering is when i made the poor decision and did a girl that was like 40 or 50 from china and at 15 i started smoking weed alot and i started taking rap seriously and i fell into even more depression between then all the way until 18 a little after i got saved is when it started going away at 16 i had an anxiety attack from k2 at 17 i had another one from weed and put me in a bed for 6 months and and made me a hypochondriac and all this before that i was in special ed from 5 or 6th grade for anger management but God has tot tally changed me anyway at one day i was working out and i had pulled a muscle but i thought it was a hernia well i went to the doctor and after that day i met an old friend and he told me about a studio and that he did tattoos and so i went and got tattooed and he invited me to the studio and he changed his mind so i thought he was lying well one day i took Him up on his offer which pray for him he fell away from The Lord and there i got saved and THE LORD REDEEMED ME AND I WAS FORGIVEN GLORY TO GOD !!!!! a month after that (please remember this) i got my first bible a spiritual warfare bible i also got baptized in the HOLY GHOST(not water baptism if you do not now what this is i will explain it one day 
) and received my supernatural pray language and then i found some spirit filled pastors to watch david hogan andres bisoni etc. and then i wanted david hogan to be my spiritual father and through this time i had just come out of a battle of depression and trying to figure out if i was saved or not and then i went through this freedom and fullness session which we came to the conclusion that i shouldn't have to pay for it and my mentor at the time told me to just pray about it and i did and it turned out that the one taken me agreed and she paid for it and then after that i in jan. right after that i had a follow up session which this is deliverance so i went through a day or two after i met two awesome sisters in The Lord and we prayed that david hogan would be my spiritual father and after that i was invited to go to a church which is my home church now that i only get to go once every week but GOD Will change that and its called the upper room well it turns out my pastor name contributed to my Spiritual Warfare bible which i got back a month after i was saved and that was conformation that that was the church God wanted me in and so after that revival came to my church in march 2-tenth God provided a place for me to stay i had 14 dollars to last me a whole week and the first night i was urged to give 14 dollars that i had and i ended up giving it and being obedient and so that first night i told the pastor what i wanted to do who was helping lead the revival before rodney howard brown had come and so i told him what i wanted to do for The Lord and He told me i had passion but i needed to be trained up and so he offered me a full bible scholarship and all i got to do is get my GED AND IT WILL BE APPROVED IN THE NAME OF JESUS THAT I WILL PASS MY GED AND THAT MY APPLICATION FOR THE SCHOLARSHIIP WILL BE APROVED IN THE NAME OF JESUS that week of the revival i got prophesied over 3 times one was that i was called to leadership and i have received confirmation of this one and then that The Lord will do a deep healing in my heart and my weight would just drop and then the third one was that i was going to have a boldness and a very powerful anointing and that i would be a great light to dark nations i also received all three of these and that week 137 SALVATIONS including MY MOM i got to lead to The Lord personally also something i left out i use to evangelize at the skate park I've had 8 kids say that i should be a preacher and then at church 1 day i had gotten up and told the people what i The Lord inspired me about i know exactly what i said but i quoted deu. 31:8 and the pastor said i already see the preacher in Him i told him about the kids and he said it takes one to know one nd then i had one say almost the same thing and so i know im called to preach also the day that i got my spiritual warfare bible one of my brothers had a vision and he told me The Lord was going to use me to be a person to free people ok. so about 4 weeks ago my pastor started a series called SPIRITUAL WARFARE SCHOOL OF MINISTRY and my bible is a spiritual warfare bible . ok thats most of it i had a passion for music i told u that earlier in this message and but The Lord put a different desire in my heart and this goes along with wanting to free people and my calling as a pastor now when i got this i didn't know it went along with it lol ok so i want to use the anointing and a team that God will Bless me with and go to villages and unborn again and use this to get them all born again and and lay a foundation for a five fold ministry church and when its able to sustain i will move on when The Lord tells me and then i want to take the anointing to the nations and also to the church the ones that don't believe in signs wonders and miracles i want them to see the signs wonders and miracles but the ones only focused on signs wonders and miracles i want them to hear the word and i want the power of God to enter the church's i know some will reject it but i hope many will accept the Holy Ghost and Give Him free reign over the service to where He says go for four hours just worshipping and don't release people from the service then they do it and we as believers should be empowered and give full reign to Him God has given me three scriptures to Hold on too for what i want to do 1. delight yourselves in The Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart He put this desire into my heart and i delight myself in The Lord and then the next scripture right below that says commit your ways to The Lord and it shall come to pass so i have committed my ways to The Lord because He put the desire into my heart and then last one says a man plans his ways but The Lord directs his steps so I've planned my ways and i know he will direct the steps in which are committed to him and this desire in my heart will manifest and become reality cause i know what I'm suppose to do for The Lord but i am focused on seeking Him to the fullest and i love Him so much and I'm after Him and i love worship reading/studying the word of God well i hope you enjoy this get back to me
) and received my supernatural pray language and then i found some spirit filled pastors to watch david hogan andres bisoni etc. and then i wanted david hogan to be my spiritual father and through this time i had just come out of a battle of depression and trying to figure out if i was saved or not and then i went through this freedom and fullness session which we came to the conclusion that i shouldn't have to pay for it and my mentor at the time told me to just pray about it and i did and it turned out that the one taken me agreed and she paid for it and then after that i in jan. right after that i had a follow up session which this is deliverance so i went through a day or two after i met two awesome sisters in The Lord and we prayed that david hogan would be my spiritual father and after that i was invited to go to a church which is my home church now that i only get to go once every week but GOD Will change that and its called the upper room well it turns out my pastor name contributed to my Spiritual Warfare bible which i got back a month after i was saved and that was conformation that that was the church God wanted me in and so after that revival came to my church in march 2-tenth God provided a place for me to stay i had 14 dollars to last me a whole week and the first night i was urged to give 14 dollars that i had and i ended up giving it and being obedient and so that first night i told the pastor what i wanted to do who was helping lead the revival before rodney howard brown had come and so i told him what i wanted to do for The Lord and He told me i had passion but i needed to be trained up and so he offered me a full bible scholarship and all i got to do is get my GED AND IT WILL BE APPROVED IN THE NAME OF JESUS THAT I WILL PASS MY GED AND THAT MY APPLICATION FOR THE SCHOLARSHIIP WILL BE APROVED IN THE NAME OF JESUS that week of the revival i got prophesied over 3 times one was that i was called to leadership and i have received confirmation of this one and then that The Lord will do a deep healing in my heart and my weight would just drop and then the third one was that i was going to have a boldness and a very powerful anointing and that i would be a great light to dark nations i also received all three of these and that week 137 SALVATIONS including MY MOM i got to lead to The Lord personally also something i left out i use to evangelize at the skate park I've had 8 kids say that i should be a preacher and then at church 1 day i had gotten up and told the people what i The Lord inspired me about i know exactly what i said but i quoted deu. 31:8 and the pastor said i already see the preacher in Him i told him about the kids and he said it takes one to know one nd then i had one say almost the same thing and so i know im called to preach also the day that i got my spiritual warfare bible one of my brothers had a vision and he told me The Lord was going to use me to be a person to free people ok. so about 4 weeks ago my pastor started a series called SPIRITUAL WARFARE SCHOOL OF MINISTRY and my bible is a spiritual warfare bible . ok thats most of it i had a passion for music i told u that earlier in this message and but The Lord put a different desire in my heart and this goes along with wanting to free people and my calling as a pastor now when i got this i didn't know it went along with it lol ok so i want to use the anointing and a team that God will Bless me with and go to villages and unborn again and use this to get them all born again and and lay a foundation for a five fold ministry church and when its able to sustain i will move on when The Lord tells me and then i want to take the anointing to the nations and also to the church the ones that don't believe in signs wonders and miracles i want them to see the signs wonders and miracles but the ones only focused on signs wonders and miracles i want them to hear the word and i want the power of God to enter the church's i know some will reject it but i hope many will accept the Holy Ghost and Give Him free reign over the service to where He says go for four hours just worshipping and don't release people from the service then they do it and we as believers should be empowered and give full reign to Him God has given me three scriptures to Hold on too for what i want to do 1. delight yourselves in The Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart He put this desire into my heart and i delight myself in The Lord and then the next scripture right below that says commit your ways to The Lord and it shall come to pass so i have committed my ways to The Lord because He put the desire into my heart and then last one says a man plans his ways but The Lord directs his steps so I've planned my ways and i know he will direct the steps in which are committed to him and this desire in my heart will manifest and become reality cause i know what I'm suppose to do for The Lord but i am focused on seeking Him to the fullest and i love Him so much and I'm after Him and i love worship reading/studying the word of God well i hope you enjoy this get back to me 
