I am happy for you, sister in Christ!
I myself have struggled greatly in ketting go of a relationship that was definitely not what God would want fir me to be in. It lasted for 4 years. I was secretly praying for it to be ended, coz i didnt have the courage to walk away from it then...being so lonely and somewhat desperate for any form of love and affection. But God has indeed answered my prayer. He has made a way for it to end...but i struggled for months, not expecting how badly it would hurt me. I grieved as if i lost a dear loved one...felt as if tomorrow was meaningless and empty. But God opened my eyes, and showed me the truth...that i was believing a lie. That place of hurt was exactly where i needed to be, for it brought me on my knees, and into His Holy of Holies, down at our Father's feet, in prayer. He showed me that He has called me for His purpose, and that He has chosen me because He loves me, inspite of everything that i am. He made me feel loved again, and that i couldnt ask for anything more! He filled my heart with and mind with inexplicable joy and peace, and a renewed hunger for His Word.
When we finally acknowledge that only through God can we be filled and made complete, not by anything or anyone else, then the healing and transformation starts. Coz only by surrendering ourselves completely to God can we truly appreciate all the works of His hands in our lives. He is sooo wobderful and awesome! All He asks is that we follow Him and learn from Him, and love Him with every fiber of our being, and to learn to love others with the same pure love He bestows upon us. And in fixing our eyes on our Lord, He adds to us everything else, even the answer to the cries of our hearts.
God bless you continually, sister!! Praises to the Lord our God, forever and ever!!!
