Hey,
Don't give up, wantstogiveup, because I once battled an addiction myself (*pornography) and God led me through it. You can do this, but not without God. Just hold on to the One who is you're source. With God all things are possible. Not sure off bat where that comes from, but I know it's a verse...
Hey, God bless you, and keep in touch about your situation.
I'll be praying for you...