Yes i have been going through some spiritual battles of late. and usually I would beg god to take them away.And normally I would not see much results, or maybe there were results but i didn't notice them. But these past two days the lord has been very loyal and reliable to me. All because instead of complaining about my situations and problems I thanked him for them. I actually prayed that he would teach me to thank him for my problems and to see them in a new way, and he answered. I believe that the trials and problems we go through are not to be feared but to praise god for them because somehow they make us stronger. This is why I prayed for him to teach me to thanked him for them. So I praise god that he carried me through my problems instead of leading me away from them like i wanted, I praise god that I am learning the secret of being happy with being poor and hungry, that I am learning the secret of praising him even in the rough waters. Teach me o' lord and I will listen, show me father and i will see. So I pray that these words and this lesson will remain in my heart forever. To never run away from the battle but to call on the lord to carry me through. Thank you father for teaching me and to rely completely on you