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I am having difficulty with my faince. I love her, but I can not stand being abused anymore, and I have told her this. I am a very sensitive man with a huge heart. I feel as though I am now with her only out of fear of making her be in pain by me leaving. I told her so many times that I couldn't continue in a relationship where I was being mistreated and she never seemed to care. I finally gain the courage through prayer to break things off and she was devastated. She told me she would change her ways and be better to me. I haven't seen much change, and I feel as though I am somewhat checked out of the relationship. She told me she didn't think I was serious about all the times I told her I would have to leave the relationship if she didn't stop her abuse. She told me that she will now try... I just don't understand why she didn't try all along.
I prayed to god for a sign, and for the first time ever, I received a sign in my dreams last night. I dreamt that I was kissing a woman in my dream and I felt such a sense of accomplishment almost as I have overcame a huge obstacle. I don't know if this is a sign that I should continue with my fiancé and try to soften her heart, or if this is a sign that I should move on and that the accomplishment will be getting over the pain of leaving her.
I prayed to god for a sign, and for the first time ever, I received a sign in my dreams last night. I dreamt that I was kissing a woman in my dream and I felt such a sense of accomplishment almost as I have overcame a huge obstacle. I don't know if this is a sign that I should continue with my fiancé and try to soften her heart, or if this is a sign that I should move on and that the accomplishment will be getting over the pain of leaving her.