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I have spent hours on end researching whether I will go to hell or not if I commit suicide, I understand suicide is a sin and there are many different views on the 'outcome' some say the direct translation of "Thou shall not murder" is "Do not kill without cause" suicide, would definitely have a cause, I recently have been having a tough time and I know I won't be able to handle staying here, I no longer want to live but by killing myself I'm rejecting God's plan for my life, suicide can not be confessed, because 1 second after death, you will know your fate and won't be able to change it. But I believe everyone dies with unconfessed sins, big or small. Lust, greed, envy , anger, these are emotions and traits we all potray everyday without even noticing, death is unpredictable and in the Bible it says we are forgiven of all sin, future past and present as long as we accept Jesus Christ as our Lord and savior, well I accept him, I believe in my heart that Jesus died on the cross for our sins and that he shed his blood so that we could be saved, people say suicide is a question of faith, people who commit suicide aren't faithfull that the Lord can fix them in the first place, but I do truly believe God can help me , and is powerful enough to pull me out of this depression, however I don't really feel I want help anymore, I feel my purpose in life is to tell as many people as I can about Jesus and guide them to faith, once I've done that I'll feel I have no purpose. I understand suicide affects many people and brings depression onto those who lose loved ones, but I feel i may be able to decrease that , before I go. So if I kill myself, knowing it is a sin, and not being able to ask for forgiveness, will I still be saved? Considering I accept Jesus as my Lord and savior?.