J
Hi guys,
Things are not going well...I don't know what the gospel is anymore. I feel like due to the internet and not being discipled properly or belonging to a local church, I have filled my mind with every doctrine there is. My friend is in the same boat now.
I feel as though I used to have a decent grasp on the scriptures but that has eroded over the past year.
I have searched and searched and prayed and cried out to God every day for the answers but I cant have them. That or I am afraid of the answer. I don't know why I cant KNOW. Do I have that much of a wicked unbelieving heart? At times I feel like I am going to go nuts. Hell is real...I cant find how to escape it.
Now it may sound as though I am hopeless but I do have hope. I don't think this walk has been for nothing, but that is no guarantee that I am His.
I don't usually ask for prayer but I don't know what else to do. Please pray for my friend and I.
Thank you
Things are not going well...I don't know what the gospel is anymore. I feel like due to the internet and not being discipled properly or belonging to a local church, I have filled my mind with every doctrine there is. My friend is in the same boat now.
I feel as though I used to have a decent grasp on the scriptures but that has eroded over the past year.
I have searched and searched and prayed and cried out to God every day for the answers but I cant have them. That or I am afraid of the answer. I don't know why I cant KNOW. Do I have that much of a wicked unbelieving heart? At times I feel like I am going to go nuts. Hell is real...I cant find how to escape it.
Now it may sound as though I am hopeless but I do have hope. I don't think this walk has been for nothing, but that is no guarantee that I am His.
I don't usually ask for prayer but I don't know what else to do. Please pray for my friend and I.
Thank you