Crumbling into Dust, Lord shape Me a Warrior

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DyingDaily

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Okay.
I love you. Okay?
I need you. Okay?
I'm in line in purgatory, can you hear me okay?
I'm number 818, raising an army, all light.
I was three years old, asking grandpa if I could suck his ....
God why do you shield me from what led to this?
Born from the seed of a man with a decaying heart,
and a mind that's full of sickness,
I would of rathered it if just just just beat me.
Now I race to hell to save a man that possibly was raping me.
Now I've a blown the roof off of all my sinful rooted enemies.
Admit I'm full of fear and broken flesh because desires God blessed me and did take from me.
So much darkness in my mind, I beg angles to enlighten me.
If I'm a demon I'm retiring.
Please Lord, send your angles down to fight with me.
So many scars all over me it's kind of frightening.
So many knives stuck in my back surprised I'm still here writing things.
Oh my Lord, hells right there, and I'm scared, What if Michael loses everything?
I need the truth God, even if it ends up biting me.
I'd rather rot my flesh in prison then go on dying making mini mes.
I'd rather feel the acid rain then spread a sickness that revealed to me.
I'd rather hang myself then let the schizophrenia grow and take away reality.
I'm terrified God, send the angels to tare this heat,
I'm lost in pasts with black holes and super novas.
Everything in between is all over.
Teaching me to shower isn't wrong, I am right God?
It wasn't sexual when touching me like that Lord?
I need to know, because the evidence is leaning towards that my soul shattered when I was six, uhh.
I need a little gift Lord.
The truth, even if it means I go to hell with the man that was hurting me, I rather save him then leave him burning,
Your torture of my spirit was a really great gift Lord.
Because I bared the cross with you so maybe I'm too honest with my family that must be here reading, isn't this right?
You made me suffer your wrath towards him,
Now it's me vs. them.
You won't take my fathers soul,
I embrace him.
This is Spirits on the track, they replace sin.
Michael Lucifer back, and I unlace sin.
You can hurt bodies cause I break them.
I release you from sickness that enticed him.
I'm sorry CC for my fear and anger that I used upon this free land.
I'm not a victim, I dissected the very heart that was overcome with sin damned.
Jesus showed me every part, now I am him.
Transgression shown in ink.
Please forgive him.
And if you don't I'll take his and you burn me with your own hands.
I'd rather suffer all you twice then have the weakness that creates sin.
I hear the gates creaking open, if you're brave follow me kin.
I'm pretty scared of the demons that will face me.
I'm numb before the gates, the pain will probably erase me.
And when I am no longer, in abyss, I ask one thing.
Remember how I never brought this up more than once, and now shall wait however many years until I face the light and turn around. I will save thee.
 
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overcomer2

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#2
This reminded me of this scripture:
Psalm 139:8

King James Version (KJV)

8 If I ascend up into heaven, thou art there: if I make my bed in hell, behold, thou art there.

The Lord is there if you are in heaven or hell. If you are his, he will keep you.

Lust, sexual sin against a child it is sin, but we have one who can wipe it clean and as white as snow.

You have been made white as snow.
 
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2Thewaters

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#3
Every one has some horrible experience
mine was awful
I was put in a school where they told me
evolution was how we got here
then they proceeded to fill my mind with garbage
brainwashing
twisting lying when the teachers had not a clue about real science
they didnt know anything about genetics, they just retaught demonic religion...

here is a poem that lets us rise above the awful sin of warping childrens minds to tear them away from Gods word.
I think I will start a new thread for that, check for it
I will call it
Fight the good fight of faith.