I am sure everyone has thought about how and when they will die, and i have also given much thought to it. I have cheated death more than once, or at least that is how i feel. But I made a decision a while back, if and when i die it will be a death worthy to be called a follower of christ. I told god that my blood, my body and my soul are his and that not just anything or anyone can take my life. there are so many ways to horribly die but there are so many great ways to die too. I want to die bringing glory to god and showing himself through my death. I am not afraid to die and actually welcome it so i may finally be home in his arms but ever since i told god all of this i felt and still feel some sort of protection. Like i can't die yet but i think when its time i will know it. I would rather die saving somelses life because that would truly be the greatest death i can think of and would make sacrificing my life for another a chance for them to know god better. Like I said i feel some sort of protection and i say to god good then i will keep all my promises to you. I have met death once his voice is very unique . it's calm and no emotion and really he has no body no skeleton like many think about. but i wasn't afraid of him in fact i even said when he pointed to me to come with him how i was so happy to finally go home. Now this is part of a dream i am telling you of but it wasn't a dream. I was really teken from this world and into another, it isn't the fiorst time this has happened. I don't know why god has allowed me to see such things and to be in the presence of him, death and many other holy people. And i wish i knew how soon my death was so i could be very excited, but god wants me to live for some reason even though i have begged him to take me home. Has anyone else been through things like this? have you ever felt some sort of protection around you keeping you from death?