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Hi everyone. I'm so embarrassed to say this,but I am feeling very hopeless, depressed and suicidal. I'm a struggling addict to pornography and masturbation. PLEASE do not think I am weird, but I just cannot go on fighting this thing and losing! I've been battling this demon for a little over 6+ years starting in 2007-2008 and ever since then I was slipping back and forth between freedom and bondage. Each time I would fall, I would get back up and keep going( praying, spiritual warfare, etc.), but now I can't get back up and I feel as if I have lost the kingdom of God and that the only way out is suicide. I mean, what is the point of fighting against something over and over that you can't beat no matter how hard you try?! I hate myself for what I do/did and all I want is to STOP being a failure and a disappointment!! I am at rock bottom and I would appreciate all those who can pray to pray, all those who can do spiritual warfare to fight, and all those who know how to do all the above and Private Message people to do all the above and PM me( if you want). Much Love, Micah (17 yr. old)
P.S. to all my Christian Sisters:
I am a male, but I want to ask all of you to please forgive me for disrespecting you all through lust and pornography. I am so sorry for that; I just don't know what else to do to fight. Please forgive me...
P.S. to all my Christian Sisters:
I am a male, but I want to ask all of you to please forgive me for disrespecting you all through lust and pornography. I am so sorry for that; I just don't know what else to do to fight. Please forgive me...