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Too dark for me again in here
Even too dark for my sick mind
To find my way back to the light
Nothing at all is truly clear
I'm lost in fire
All bridges burnt
My personal eternal night
If hell is real it's fin'lly near
I smell the breath of death and fear
Know I can never win this fight
Between desire
And lessons learned
Black angels want me to rise higher
I thought I'd finally be turnt!?
So I won't hear what they've confirmed
-Lately it seems I'm just a liar
Depressing thoughts killed me today
Tonight I'm gonna fly away
To float is for what I have yearned
Still rolling in a burning tire
My heart is screaming silent criers
But maybe that's what liars earned
It's time for me to fin'lly pay
For living life a burning way
See people all around like me
Those humans who just tried to flee
Of what has been so obvious
But we were just too lost in lust
That's why I'm here and I will stay
'Cause there is just no getaway
I'm swimming now in devil's bay
Dark waters: black and red and gray
No moon is shining. Dead, lonely
Demons trying to control me
Dead birds of smoke and dust and hurt
Now start to make the sky look blurred
And deep inside this burning sea
I feel someone is calling me
Making me lose all my senses
Eating up the consequences
And I forget my worried heart
Start acting dumb instead of smart
Just one last kiss on drowning lips
Just one more touch on breaking hips
Hear myself whisp'ring ''I forgive''
'Cause look where unforgiveness brought me!
In devil's bay I can be happy
Even too dark for my sick mind
To find my way back to the light
Nothing at all is truly clear
I'm lost in fire
All bridges burnt
My personal eternal night
If hell is real it's fin'lly near
I smell the breath of death and fear
Know I can never win this fight
Between desire
And lessons learned
Black angels want me to rise higher
I thought I'd finally be turnt!?
So I won't hear what they've confirmed
-Lately it seems I'm just a liar
Depressing thoughts killed me today
Tonight I'm gonna fly away
To float is for what I have yearned
Still rolling in a burning tire
My heart is screaming silent criers
But maybe that's what liars earned
It's time for me to fin'lly pay
For living life a burning way
See people all around like me
Those humans who just tried to flee
Of what has been so obvious
But we were just too lost in lust
That's why I'm here and I will stay
'Cause there is just no getaway
I'm swimming now in devil's bay
Dark waters: black and red and gray
No moon is shining. Dead, lonely
Demons trying to control me
Dead birds of smoke and dust and hurt
Now start to make the sky look blurred
And deep inside this burning sea
I feel someone is calling me
Making me lose all my senses
Eating up the consequences
And I forget my worried heart
Start acting dumb instead of smart
Just one last kiss on drowning lips
Just one more touch on breaking hips
Hear myself whisp'ring ''I forgive''
'Cause look where unforgiveness brought me!
In devil's bay I can be happy