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Sometimes I feel so guilty or undeserving to pray to God; like why should I ask God to help me out when I can't even do the little things I'm suppose to spiritually? I've been told that I should ask God anyway, but I just feel so ungrateful and like a spoiled child, begging her parents for money or something when I can't even do good in school.
I hate praying for materialistic things; the Bible says God will automatically provide what we need to survive ( shelter, food, water etc -) Bible tells us not to worry about these things, but sometimes it just sucks to not have enough money at times ya know?
I pray a lot for strong faith and God's help in bearing good fruit of the Holy Spirit - but even though those are God's willed things, I still feel bad.
Maybe I should try harder to please Father and I won't feel so bad?
I hate praying for materialistic things; the Bible says God will automatically provide what we need to survive ( shelter, food, water etc -) Bible tells us not to worry about these things, but sometimes it just sucks to not have enough money at times ya know?
I pray a lot for strong faith and God's help in bearing good fruit of the Holy Spirit - but even though those are God's willed things, I still feel bad.
Maybe I should try harder to please Father and I won't feel so bad?