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Ok lately I've been in a edge of thinking of my future.
Lately I've ignored God and i wanted to make amends, so i'm not using any entertainments anymore.
I'm trying to drop the worldly ways with games, movies and tv.
Lately I've been worshipping God 90% of my time because before I just ignore him and play games. Only read bible twice a day and pray morning and night. I only use internet to help people and communicate with other Christians.
I'm on a verge of completely giving up my dream (dream job) which is to become a Game Designer, or living to my dream as well as following God.
I'm wait for answer from God/Lord Jesus, or him to show me a way.
Anyway, today I had a dream or vision of heaven.
Let me say, when ever I dream I can NEVER tell if I'm dreaming or if this is real world. There was a time I thought I won a free xbox 360 and i received the package, it WAS SO REAL. Until I woke up, I was so disappointed! >:/
So yesterday
I was dreaming of a game character climbing, and I wanted to figure out more about Love during the dream, because yesterday I wanted to learn more about love to fulfil Lord Jesus's command.
After that, I don't know if I woke up and gone back to sleep straight away | or if after this dream something happened
Anway, in my mind I just thought of "heaven", and immediately I saw a white light shine to my eyes, I could see my hands trying to cover the light from blinding me (but not covering my face). And I immediately had a conscience that "this is not a dream". If it's a dream I would never know I'm dreaming! I thought to myself "can this be a vision?, it has to be because I'm aware I'm awake, and I can FULLY remember and remind myself that this is happening".
So I saw a big angel statue lying on the floor to my left and right (sort of like Buddha statue resting on floor in Thailand). And I saw a huge staircase so high, not that high, but it was big and high. I looked to the edge of the stair and saw few people looking down, I couldn't see their faces because it was so far but I could see their skin. Black, white.
And within 2 seconds, the rest of others popped up.
Think of this like watching a movie, when someone is about to have war, you see a surprise attack army rise up and stand at the edge of the mountain cliff. Like Zulu movie.
Anyway, when I saw the rest of the people stand at the cliff, I knew I should get scared but I wasn't afraid because I had it in my head this is heaven. I try to walk up to the stairs, but I couldn't, it was like I was crawling, but my back was on the ground so my chest facing the ceiling (like military sleep position), so imaging trying to crawl forward like that?. As I was struggling, someone started to rush down the stairs like he was going to come and help me up, he was a black guy.
I couldn't see these people's faces clearly, just their skin.
While I was struggling to to crawl to the stairs, the guy was rushing to get me, when he got to the middle of the stairs, I just woke up.
I remembered the dream and I'm not sure if it's a vision or dream:/
Unless if it's a message to tell me that whatever I'm doing is leading me to the path of heaven. As I'm crawling/struggling meaning I am taking the right direction therefore I should keep at it.
hmmmm...is this a dream, vision or message?:/
Lately I've ignored God and i wanted to make amends, so i'm not using any entertainments anymore.
I'm trying to drop the worldly ways with games, movies and tv.
Lately I've been worshipping God 90% of my time because before I just ignore him and play games. Only read bible twice a day and pray morning and night. I only use internet to help people and communicate with other Christians.
I'm on a verge of completely giving up my dream (dream job) which is to become a Game Designer, or living to my dream as well as following God.
I'm wait for answer from God/Lord Jesus, or him to show me a way.
Anyway, today I had a dream or vision of heaven.
Let me say, when ever I dream I can NEVER tell if I'm dreaming or if this is real world. There was a time I thought I won a free xbox 360 and i received the package, it WAS SO REAL. Until I woke up, I was so disappointed! >:/
So yesterday
I was dreaming of a game character climbing, and I wanted to figure out more about Love during the dream, because yesterday I wanted to learn more about love to fulfil Lord Jesus's command.
After that, I don't know if I woke up and gone back to sleep straight away | or if after this dream something happened
Anway, in my mind I just thought of "heaven", and immediately I saw a white light shine to my eyes, I could see my hands trying to cover the light from blinding me (but not covering my face). And I immediately had a conscience that "this is not a dream". If it's a dream I would never know I'm dreaming! I thought to myself "can this be a vision?, it has to be because I'm aware I'm awake, and I can FULLY remember and remind myself that this is happening".
So I saw a big angel statue lying on the floor to my left and right (sort of like Buddha statue resting on floor in Thailand). And I saw a huge staircase so high, not that high, but it was big and high. I looked to the edge of the stair and saw few people looking down, I couldn't see their faces because it was so far but I could see their skin. Black, white.
And within 2 seconds, the rest of others popped up.
Think of this like watching a movie, when someone is about to have war, you see a surprise attack army rise up and stand at the edge of the mountain cliff. Like Zulu movie.
Anyway, when I saw the rest of the people stand at the cliff, I knew I should get scared but I wasn't afraid because I had it in my head this is heaven. I try to walk up to the stairs, but I couldn't, it was like I was crawling, but my back was on the ground so my chest facing the ceiling (like military sleep position), so imaging trying to crawl forward like that?. As I was struggling, someone started to rush down the stairs like he was going to come and help me up, he was a black guy.
I couldn't see these people's faces clearly, just their skin.
While I was struggling to to crawl to the stairs, the guy was rushing to get me, when he got to the middle of the stairs, I just woke up.
I remembered the dream and I'm not sure if it's a vision or dream:/
Unless if it's a message to tell me that whatever I'm doing is leading me to the path of heaven. As I'm crawling/struggling meaning I am taking the right direction therefore I should keep at it.
hmmmm...is this a dream, vision or message?:/
The end will worry about itself but make no mistake, Jesus is coming as a thief in the night. And always remember the fig tree.