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After using pain pills for 4 years all day everyday its scary to think of doing without. The withdraws are the worst thing I've ever felt. I want to lean on God but its scary to 100%, I've always had ibuprofen or a muscle relaxer to help get me through.
Today I almost relapsed I was on my way to pick them up and for some reason I turned my truck around. I prayed and said God if what u want is for me to rely on you 100% I will. No muscle relaxers no medicine at all for the first time in 4 years. I prayed and sang to myself (which I don't do often) then the pain stopped. I'm already hurting again and I'm sure at some point the withdraws will get worse but I now have a little hope.
God is in control and I will overcome this because I'm a child of the King!
Today I almost relapsed I was on my way to pick them up and for some reason I turned my truck around. I prayed and said God if what u want is for me to rely on you 100% I will. No muscle relaxers no medicine at all for the first time in 4 years. I prayed and sang to myself (which I don't do often) then the pain stopped. I'm already hurting again and I'm sure at some point the withdraws will get worse but I now have a little hope.
God is in control and I will overcome this because I'm a child of the King!