God and my fillings :(

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ness

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Sometimes i fill mad @ God. I stared to fill this way when I think or hear about my dad's death. Every time i think about it i get mad @ God. Sometimes when my life is not going right i fill that way to. But is mostly about that . I fill like it's unfair and shouldn't have happend. Or i should have had more time.Have you guys felt that way i dont really have people my age i can talk to who Understand;Or if it's really that normal? I mean i was 2 and it waz a while ago but it still fills very hurtful.and it wasnt like he was sick; ...he was killed. So its harder and i fill like its unfair and ..... i cry about it but i hate talking about it. and i have pulled away from god . i act like nothing becuz its hard ........ i need prayer

God bless, (r.i.p dad)
anysah
 
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Co_IsaaC

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idk.. what to say... im not in that situation, but my mom was and she tells me how it felt.
she always uses this verse to feel strong
psalms 27:10
"when my father and my mother forsake me, then the Lord will take care of me"

and u migth be mad at God, its a feeling theres nothing wrong about being mad, its how u control that anger, but what i really want to say is that
from this verse we can see that God has taken care of u.
since u were 2!
he has never left, he has always been there for you!
for 9 years God has been there, even if your parents would leave God would never!

just take that into consideration, and we will pray :)
 
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lightbliss

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Hi, my father was also killed (by his "friend") two months before I turned 2. Personally, I never felt hatred or other ill feelings toward God for what a person did. I don't even remember my father now. I don't have insecurities from not having my father in my life - except being a bit awkward around large groups of guys (although I think that's a given).

We all make decisions, sometimes foolish ones. God didn't kill your father, a human did, but you shouldn't be mad. God loves you more than anyone on earth.

Sometime I wonder how my life would be if my father were still alive. But I'd rather have my father died than have a deadbeat one. Then I realize I have the best father in the world, God :D
 
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