So I have a problem with this... Not that God doesn't know what he's doing or that his way is best... But when something bad happens or whatever, people always say Gods way is best even if you can't see it. And that's true I'm sure. But I've come to expect the worse in any given situation because that's just how things always end up. I mean I've never had a major miracle in life and I've been miserable for years despite prayers and trying to go to church etc. and it seems when you expect the worst you can't ever be disappointed so you're already prepped if things don't work out or the sting of pain is lessoned cause you already set yourself up for it.
Now I know God is in control but he does allow bad things to happen and many times for only reasons he knows. Bible says all your days were penned before you we're born so if anything a crappy life was planned from the beginning and was there to shape you into something better if ya hold on. So say ya have a mountain to climb, I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. Sounds like that can give you strength to overcome and that God is with you and you press on to the top. But maybe Gods plan is for you to fall deeper down some crevasse you didn't see cause you thought GOd would pull you through. And that "strength in Christ" wasn't to to get you up the mountain but just that you wouldn't give up after falling further down.
So the next time you're working your way through the woods, and you get a bit of ambition to try something, since you're so used to failure... Words like I can do all things through Christ ring hollow because it could very well be that that strength will just get you through another fall and not overcoming whatever... How can you hope to overcome anything or have faith in your abilities even knowing God is with ya and all when you're so prone to failure... It makes things rather hopeless that it seems better to sit on the auto pilot, never try anything and just drift through on the safe boring route. Sure God will get ya through whatever fall you take but... When you've been down so much and God has only been there to say don't give up... It seems better to just accept the mundane and just scratch days off the calendar like a countdown till you die... And then FINALLY, feels like your birthday finally came. Like it says in the bible, the day of your death is better than your birth.
Now I know God is in control but he does allow bad things to happen and many times for only reasons he knows. Bible says all your days were penned before you we're born so if anything a crappy life was planned from the beginning and was there to shape you into something better if ya hold on. So say ya have a mountain to climb, I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. Sounds like that can give you strength to overcome and that God is with you and you press on to the top. But maybe Gods plan is for you to fall deeper down some crevasse you didn't see cause you thought GOd would pull you through. And that "strength in Christ" wasn't to to get you up the mountain but just that you wouldn't give up after falling further down.
So the next time you're working your way through the woods, and you get a bit of ambition to try something, since you're so used to failure... Words like I can do all things through Christ ring hollow because it could very well be that that strength will just get you through another fall and not overcoming whatever... How can you hope to overcome anything or have faith in your abilities even knowing God is with ya and all when you're so prone to failure... It makes things rather hopeless that it seems better to sit on the auto pilot, never try anything and just drift through on the safe boring route. Sure God will get ya through whatever fall you take but... When you've been down so much and God has only been there to say don't give up... It seems better to just accept the mundane and just scratch days off the calendar like a countdown till you die... And then FINALLY, feels like your birthday finally came. Like it says in the bible, the day of your death is better than your birth.