I'm going through some major problems in life right now. Things started going bad 3 years ago. Then several events happened that were really bad. Like really serious things, one after another after another. On the positive I have learned a lot threw these issues. I'd rather not go into great detail other than to say the issues are major. Like I've almost sorta become very wise to the world so to speak. I understand now a lot more about how life operates. As I was so naive before. But still it's stressful, and there seemingly is no end to it all in sight. Like I basically can't see much of a future for myself anymore. It's possible that by some miracle things could turn around but I've just lost all hope.
There's sort of another issue too that I guess I've never fully understood either. And now that everything else has fallen apart I'm not sure how I'd ever find this, but the last thing I basically was hoping for in life was to fall in love. I've done most other things, but that's the one thing I've never had. I met one girl I liked about 5 yrs ago. It lasted 3yrs I was almost in love lets just say but then she had a few problems that just made the situation too challenging, anger problems and stuff. So it eventually fall apart. And then what feelings I had for her died last year. But now with all my other problems that have compounded there's basically not much chance at least right now of me building anything serious with anyone. Im not even sure where I'll be in a yr.
Anyway I won't ramble on too much more. Right now in order to try and insulate myself from the coming issues I think finding a job and finding volunteer work could be very helpful. It's so hard though. these stupid jobs getting hundreds, even thousands of applicants. Including the volunteer stuff. So I realized today that this is gonna be super challenging. I just hope things turn around soon. I hope God clears up my situation somehow. I've just lost all hope really.
Please please pray for me, I just don't know what to do anymore. Thanks.
There's sort of another issue too that I guess I've never fully understood either. And now that everything else has fallen apart I'm not sure how I'd ever find this, but the last thing I basically was hoping for in life was to fall in love. I've done most other things, but that's the one thing I've never had. I met one girl I liked about 5 yrs ago. It lasted 3yrs I was almost in love lets just say but then she had a few problems that just made the situation too challenging, anger problems and stuff. So it eventually fall apart. And then what feelings I had for her died last year. But now with all my other problems that have compounded there's basically not much chance at least right now of me building anything serious with anyone. Im not even sure where I'll be in a yr.
Anyway I won't ramble on too much more. Right now in order to try and insulate myself from the coming issues I think finding a job and finding volunteer work could be very helpful. It's so hard though. these stupid jobs getting hundreds, even thousands of applicants. Including the volunteer stuff. So I realized today that this is gonna be super challenging. I just hope things turn around soon. I hope God clears up my situation somehow. I've just lost all hope really.
Please please pray for me, I just don't know what to do anymore. Thanks.