Hi Blain,
what's all this about doing more for God? I did not mean to put you under a heavy load brother! Being in Christ is not about doing, Blain(I am saying this gently, I am not rebuking you, try to receive this as if your best friend were telling you)
Being in Christ is about believing.
You ARE in Christ. God put you into Him by grace not by doing anything..and that remains the same. You are not in him because you did anything right, even your believing in Jesus was a gift from God. And you will not suddenly fall out of Jesus because you do not do enough "Christian things". Let me bring it back to a human level.
Imagine parents who said to their children "If you do not wash the dishes, and clean your room every day, you are no longer my children!" I know that all human parents make mistakes, so it is a weak analogy..
God is NOT sitting in your heart pressuring you to do anything for Him Blain. He has come to give you rest brother.
It takes some time for many of us to learn that God is not a hard taskmaster like Pharoah in Moses day. Remember Pharoah..more bricks! more work..come on! build my church!(well a pyramid)...witness more, read scripture more, pray more, fast more, love more, worship, praise,wait on me, MORE.
Blain, all of that pressure is the flesh, our own flesh.
Remember that God redeemed Israel out of bondage to Pharoah and began bringing them into the land of promise. Notice I said began.
Because when you got born again, that was only the beginning.
God is taking you on a journey into Him more and more each day.
He loves you Blain. He is not loving you expecting you to love Him back..that would be a condition on His love, and His love is unconditional. He is Love, and he just loves you..no matter what your performance is like...he keeps on loving you brother..you cannot get away from it...NOR can you get him to love you more by doing anything!
Do you know why?
Because YOU died on the cross with Christ. Gal 2:20, Col 3:3,4, Rom 6:6-12
Now the life that you have is Christ Himself..now!. He in you, and you in He!
He will bring you to the understanding of these things. Not by the efforts of your soul, but through His Spirit in you.
I could go on more but it will turn into a book..ooops
I pray that you will have your spirit strengthened with might so you can have all spiritual understanding in all things..Col 1
Also I will say, if you are in a group that pressures from the pulpit to do more for God...it will burn you out and shrivel your spiritual life.
A simple little book that comes to mind is by Watchman Nee. It is called, Sit Stand Walk.