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Hey everyone, I'm Tino and I live in Glasgow in the United Kingdom.
I was born into a Christian family (Seventh Day Adventist) but have attended loads of churches all through my growing up. I have to mention also that I have backslid, severely and I'm currently learning to get back on my feet again when it comes to Jesus.
I have loads of problems....To be honest, drama seems to follow me everywhere I go. I can't seem to maintain friendships and I tend to lie a lot even to my boyfriend, the one person who has stood by me all this while. I honestly cannot remember the last time I was completely honest and it hurts me a lot that all I tell are lies. I'm trying to overcome this as well as other things that I do that are not very appropriate in the eyes of God.
Just recently I have started praying and asking God for forgiveness as well as wisdom and strength to resist the devil. Sometimes it feels as though I'm talking to myself or God is too far away from me but deep down my heart I would know that He is listening and is never too far away. I'm asking for your prayers, strong ones because I feel as though I have fallen so much such that its too late for me to come back and be saved. Please, help me find God and myself. I'm just really tired of the life that I'm living.
I was born into a Christian family (Seventh Day Adventist) but have attended loads of churches all through my growing up. I have to mention also that I have backslid, severely and I'm currently learning to get back on my feet again when it comes to Jesus.
I have loads of problems....To be honest, drama seems to follow me everywhere I go. I can't seem to maintain friendships and I tend to lie a lot even to my boyfriend, the one person who has stood by me all this while. I honestly cannot remember the last time I was completely honest and it hurts me a lot that all I tell are lies. I'm trying to overcome this as well as other things that I do that are not very appropriate in the eyes of God.
Just recently I have started praying and asking God for forgiveness as well as wisdom and strength to resist the devil. Sometimes it feels as though I'm talking to myself or God is too far away from me but deep down my heart I would know that He is listening and is never too far away. I'm asking for your prayers, strong ones because I feel as though I have fallen so much such that its too late for me to come back and be saved. Please, help me find God and myself. I'm just really tired of the life that I'm living.