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Want to share my testimony with you all. In hopes of showing you that you can survive even when the storms of life are raging. If your going through a storm just hold on to Gods unchanging hand.
I apologize if this gets kinda long. It is hard for me to speak about. But maybe it will help someone else somehow.
When I was a young girl, still a child, someone who is suppose to of loved and cared for me, took on a whole other role.
I was little, it was snowing and freezing cold outside. I only had on a little T-shirt. He took me and he ran with me. Here we were out in the freezing cold no where to go. He kept me hidden for three days and nights. By now I'm very sick. My lip will all a sudden pour blood from where he has hit me. Finally help arrives!! I'm back with my mom who is frantic with the whole situation. I am taken to Dr and am suffering from lamonia (sorry that's spelled wrong) an am nearly froze to death.
But it doesn't end there. He continues to sneak around. I am terrified. I can't stand to even hear his name spoken. He distroys my home, not onice but twice. He serves a very shirt time on chaingain (jail time) .
My heart is broken, the man that should of loved me and took care of me has hurt me terribly. I cried time and time again, and wondered why, why did he hate me so, why did he do the things he did. What could I have done as o badly. You see it was easier for me to somehow blame myself for his mistakes.
Years later and he still just wants to cause trouble. A chill still runs down my spine. As a result of .those three awful nights I now only have half a lung that functions.
Yes I still at times cry. But God brought me through it all. He kept me here. And God showed me that I had to forgive. So I did I finally truely forgave him and gave it to God. Yes there's still a hurt but it's okay. You see now instead of praying, God what did I do. Now I pray God please forgive him. I pray that before it's to late he will get right with God.
I went through the storm and I have to face it every day cause of the health problems it caused me. But God has NEVER left my side.
If your in a storm, hold on, Gods gonna see you through.
I apologize if this gets kinda long. It is hard for me to speak about. But maybe it will help someone else somehow.
When I was a young girl, still a child, someone who is suppose to of loved and cared for me, took on a whole other role.
I was little, it was snowing and freezing cold outside. I only had on a little T-shirt. He took me and he ran with me. Here we were out in the freezing cold no where to go. He kept me hidden for three days and nights. By now I'm very sick. My lip will all a sudden pour blood from where he has hit me. Finally help arrives!! I'm back with my mom who is frantic with the whole situation. I am taken to Dr and am suffering from lamonia (sorry that's spelled wrong) an am nearly froze to death.
But it doesn't end there. He continues to sneak around. I am terrified. I can't stand to even hear his name spoken. He distroys my home, not onice but twice. He serves a very shirt time on chaingain (jail time) .
My heart is broken, the man that should of loved me and took care of me has hurt me terribly. I cried time and time again, and wondered why, why did he hate me so, why did he do the things he did. What could I have done as o badly. You see it was easier for me to somehow blame myself for his mistakes.
Years later and he still just wants to cause trouble. A chill still runs down my spine. As a result of .those three awful nights I now only have half a lung that functions.
Yes I still at times cry. But God brought me through it all. He kept me here. And God showed me that I had to forgive. So I did I finally truely forgave him and gave it to God. Yes there's still a hurt but it's okay. You see now instead of praying, God what did I do. Now I pray God please forgive him. I pray that before it's to late he will get right with God.
I went through the storm and I have to face it every day cause of the health problems it caused me. But God has NEVER left my side.
If your in a storm, hold on, Gods gonna see you through.
