I pray that God gives you a glimpse of who you are. I rebuke Satan's attack to keep you under his submission by using money as a way to define you. And for every lie that was ever spoke over you, I ask God to give you a blessing for every lie.
I've dealt with a man who talked down to me and used his finances to make me feel small. I would dread him coming home because I knew the only thing we would talk about was his job and the women who cooked, and had college educations. It truly made me have low self esteem. I would find my self trying to cook and enroll in college just to make him happy. Deep down I knew...A (I didn't like to cook) B (I have a 2 year degree that I'm completely satisfied with and proud of)
This man is trying to control you....What did he have before this job? Who did he have before this Job? If he loses this job for putting down God's child, who will he turn to? If you answered you, then that's enough to know that he has absolutely no power over you or your destiny.
If you don't think college is the best thing for you right now and your passion is something different. I would suggest you go after your passion. I'm so enraged at Satan and how he uses money to make men feel strong and without it their weaker than a new born horse trying to walk. First, recognize his patterns, pray that God reveals your exit......
Cheating, that's a different story because now he's playing with your life. Wake up!!!!! Any time you have thoughts of doing something but you don't have the energy to do it. GET UP AND DO IT!!!!
