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I desprately need prayer to revive my prayer life. I don't just see the point in being a Christian.I've dropped out of church, I over eat to deal with my grief, i've been to the hospital to get myself into a mental hospital, all I do is cry and I am constantly in a bad mood. It's been at least six months since.... I fell in love.
I fell in love with a wonderful man. I wanted to marry him. Everything was fine until he left me to go spread the word of God. He kept pressuring to to tell him how I felt about him. I wasnt able to tell him how I felt. He had a girlfriend the last time we talked. I feel angry and rejected. I thought he was my soulmate! I thought he cared about me. He said he loved me. I thought we were meant to be together.
I've been trying to trust God. All efforts have come up empty! Ive been praying with no results! I dopnt want to feel that way anymore! God let me down! I feel so alone!
I fell in love with a wonderful man. I wanted to marry him. Everything was fine until he left me to go spread the word of God. He kept pressuring to to tell him how I felt about him. I wasnt able to tell him how I felt. He had a girlfriend the last time we talked. I feel angry and rejected. I thought he was my soulmate! I thought he cared about me. He said he loved me. I thought we were meant to be together.
I've been trying to trust God. All efforts have come up empty! Ive been praying with no results! I dopnt want to feel that way anymore! God let me down! I feel so alone!