Hi God loves 4 u is inseperable,his Word=Bible states it and God is not a man that he would lie.Just study Romans 8:37-39.God doest just love us the Bible says God is love Agape love the highest form and its not based on conditions or us,its based on him.U need 2 stop relying on your feelings they do change but God doesnt and the devil will play with your feelings telling u lie after lie.I hope 2 meet u in the rooms,so we can chat more.But 4 now start studying Gods Word,it will truly tell u what God thinks of u,instead of u playing the guessing game.GBU 2 Jeshuvan